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☆ *･゜ﾟ･* Chapter 45 *･゜ﾟ･* ☆

(He is cute, he is handsome and I am not :D sad life :,) 💚)

Author POV

Chenle took Jisung by the arm and dragged him in the garden where everyone was waiting for him.

Y/n: I think I will go now.. I don't think I want to hear that story again.. I'm going to see Beomgyu.

Haechan: Sure, now Jisung sit or stand up do whatever you want but you need to listen to us.

Jaemin: We've already explained the situation to Mark hyung and Jeno and you're the only one left.

Chenle: Y/f/n is a bitch that's all

Jisung: Hey! Don't talk about her like that that's not nice!

Renjun: You won't say that any longer when you will hear the recording.

Jisung: A recording?

Jeno: Yes, now shut up so we can hear it too.

Jaemin played the recording on his phone and put the volume on. As the vid was playing, Jisung got even more focused on their words and frowned when the vid ended.

Jisung: Who is the guy who confessed to Y/n?

Haechan: *roll eyes* And it's really the only thing you remembered in the WHOLE VID?!

Jisung: No but what does it has to do with me?

Renjun: We don't want you to date a bitch like her, she will probably break your heart one day.

Chenle: Can't you see that she just manipulated you? She used Y/n to date you!

Jisung: She told me that she asked Y/n to help her that's all!

Jeno: Can't you see that Y/n is hurt? And all you care about is your shitty girlfriend of yours

Mark: You know that we all don't like her, why do you choose to defend her while she has hurt Y/n?

Jisung: I-

Jeno: The only thing you asked is, who was the boy who confessed to Y/n. But you only cared about yourself again instead of understanding others.

Mark: She is hurt, she got hurt, but yet the only thing you cared about was the boy who confessed to her. You can't even see that you've been in love with Y/n from the start. You have been so blind to even see that you loved her but yet you chose to date Y/f/n,
Y/n's best friend, at who she also told she got a crush on YOU. The first day you saw her at the rooftop, you yelled at her with no reasons and you've been really insensitive toward her. You keep hurting her since day one and you didn't even noticed it.

Chenle: Wait how come you know all of this?

Mark: Oh that, Haechan texted me all along. I literally know everything about the story.

The bell rang, signaling everyone that classes were about to start.

Mark: Let's go, we need to go now.

They all leaved Jisung alone in the garden, dumbfounded, he couldn't believe what he just heard from Mark. His girlfriend was the one who kept hurting Y/n, while the only girl he really cared for wasn't Y/f/n but Y/n. But he didn't wanted to believe it, he slowly started to go to his class, thinking about all the things that were said earlier..

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Beomgyu POV

Beomgyu: Y/n-ah! How are you??

Y/n: I'm good!

Taehyun: *tease* Why does I feel like those two got closer?

Soobin: Oooh~ you're right~

Yeonjun: Are you to a couple now?

I shook my head, smiling.

Beomgyu: No, we're not and we will never be. We're friends that's all.

Taehyun: Okay come here I need to talk to you.

He took me by the arm again and dragged me afar.

Beomgyu: What?

Taehyun: Are you really going to give up on Y/n?

I nodded

Beomgyu: I will never win her heart, she loves Jisung, not me. She will never look at me the way she looks at Jisung.

Taehyun: Are you sure about it? Aren't you going to be sad?

Beomgyu: *shakes head* I won't, I was a little hurt at first but now I'm okay, I've accepted the fact that she only loves Jisung. She never loved anyone else that much than him.

Taehyun: How can you know that? Did I missed a chapter or what?

Beomgyu: I've been at her house and she told me everything. She needs me more as a friend than a boyfriend. I don't want to change anything, our friendship is really important for the both of us and I don't want to break it. She is really a good person and I hope we will stay as friends.

Taehyun: Hyung, look at me in the eyes

I did what he said

Beomgyu: Why?

Taehyun: Tell me if you're hurt, yes or no?

Beomgyu: Honestly?

He nodded, still starring directly into my eyes

Beomgyu: Yes.. I am hurt

Saying those words made me tears up a little, but I can't cry, especially when I know Y/n haven't hurt me directly. I got here too late that's all.

Taehyun patted my back, telling me it's okay, that everything will be okay.

Beomgyu: *weak chuckle* Don't worry I will move on..

Taehyun: I hope you won't end up hating on Y/n, she is really a good girl.

Beomgyu: I know and I won't. I will stay by her side as a friend only. I want to support her not to hate her.

Taehyun: Shall we go to class now?

I nodded and started walking toward my class.

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Y/n POV

I was sitting at my seat waiting for Taehyun to come, but instead I saw a Jisung completely lost in his thoughts that he didn't even replied to Y/f/n who was greeting him.

Y/f/n: Hi Jisungie~

I sighed, I feel like it's going to be a looooooooonnnng day...

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Author POV

It was the break now, the bell rang and Y/n immediately got out off class to find Haechan and the boys.

Y/f/n: I will spend some time with my friend, if you needs me call me.

Y/f/n got out of the class and went to see her friends who were already waiting in the schoolyard, kissing Jisung cheek by the way.

Jisung slowly got up and went out, he wanted to take some fresh air and be alone to think a little more about his friends words.

Jisung POV

I was walking in the schoolyard, still not knowing what to do about Y/n situation and their words. They were still echoing in my head.. what if they're right and that Y/f/n is the real evil? I don't know what to think honestly...

Girl 1: Y/f/n! What did you planned to do to Y/n this time?

Y/f/n: Honestly? I want her to suffer more, I hate her and she needs to get what she deserve.

When I heard that, I clenched my fist and my blood started boiling..

Heyoooooo the second chapter of the day cuz I wanted to update again :D I don't really have something to say so I hope you enjoyed reading this chapter!
Have a good day night, take care! 💚
Now that I read it again I feel bad for Beomgyu ;-;