the confession he finally made

the confession

IT WAS THE DAY OF HIS CONCERT IN LOS ANGLES, THIS TIME HE HAD ASKED YOU TO COME ALONG WITH HIMON HIS WORLD TOUR BECAUSE TURNED OUT THAT HE MISSED YOU A LOT, BUT HE NEVER CONFESSED HIS FEELINGS TOWARDS YOU AND IT WAS HIS BAND MEMBERS WHO TOLD YOU THAT HE DIDN'T FOCUS ON THE CONCERTS AND THE PRACTICES WHEN YOU WERE NOT AROUND AND YOU WERE ON THE 7TH CLOUD WHEN YOU HEARD HIS MEMBERS SAY THESE WORDS. YOUR HEART MELTED ON THE WORDS THEY SPOKE. YOU ONLY WISHED THAT IT WAS TAEHYUNG HIMSELF YOU TOLD YOU HOW HE FEELS BUT YOU COULD JUST WISH FOR THESE THINGS AS HE WAS A COLD PERSON AND NOW THAT YOU HAD BEEN DATING HIM FOR ALMOST 2 YEARS NOW YOU WERE USED TO HIS THIS BEHAVIOUR AND YOU HAD UNWANTEDLY LEARNED TO HIDE YOUR EMOTIONS ALSO AND TO HOLD BACK YOUR TEARS. IT WAS AROUND 11AM AND YOU GUYS HAD LEFT FOR THE CONCERT HALL FOR THE REHERSAL. YOU WERE WATCHING THEM REHERSE AND YOU WERE JUST AS HAPPY TO BE HERE WITH TAEHYUNG DURING THIS TOUR BECAUSE YOU ALSO MISSED HIM A LOT WHEN HE LEFT FOR THE TOUR. BUT THIS TIME IT WAS DIFFERENT. ANYWAY AFTER THE REHERSAL IT WAS TIME FOR THEM TO RELAX A WHILE BEFORE THE FINAL PERFORMANCE. YOU PREPARED ALL OF THE MEMBERS SOME CUP NOODLES TO GIVE THEM A LITTLE ENERGY BEFORE THE PERFORMANCE. AFTER GIVING THEM ALL THEIR NOODLES YOU SAT BESIDE TAEHYUNG WHO WAS BUSY ON HIS PHONE AND DIDN'T GIVE YOU ANT ATTENTION BUT YOU WERE KIND OF FRUSTRATED TOWARDS HIS EXTREMELY COLD BEHAVIOUR TOWARDS YOU BUT YOU DIDN'T DO ANYTHING AND WHILE THE OTHER MEMBERS WATCHED YOU AND TAEHYUNG ACTING WIERDLY WITH EACH OTHER, JIMIN GOT UP AND SAID THAT HE WILL GO TO THE WASHROOM AS SOON AS HE LEFT YOU GOT A TEXT FROM JIMIN AND HE WROTE IN THE TEXT THAT MI SO IF YOU DON'T MIND I WOULD LIKE TO TELL YOU THAT THERE IS NO NEED TO CRY BECAUSE HE SAW THE TEARS THAT WERE FORMING UP IN YOUR EYES AND THEN HE SAID THAT YOU ARE NOT ALWAYS HERE WITH US DURING OUR CONCERTS BECAUSE OF YOUR WORKS BUT THE THING IS THAT HE IS ALWAYS LIKE THIS BEFORE A CONCERT AS HE WORRIES A LOT ABOUT HIS PERFORMANCE AND HE IS NOT USED TO YOU COMING AROUND WITH US ON HIS CONCERTS THAT IS WHY HE HAS NO IDEA HOW SHOULD HE REACT, I REQUEST YOU TO NOT MIND HIS BEHAVIOUR.

THAT TEXT FROM JIMIN WAS VERY COMFORTING AND IT MADE YOU FEEL A LITTLE BETTER.

RIGHT AFTER YOUR CONVERSATION WITH JIMIN IT WAS TIME FOR THEM TO GET READY FOR THE PERFORMANCE AND SO THEY ALL HEADED TO THE MAMKEUP AND DRESSING ROOM. YOU WAITED OUTSIDE FOR THEM AND YOU COULD HEAR ALL THE ARMIES OUT THERE HOOTING AND DOING THE FANCHANT WHICH REMINDED YOU OF THE DAYS YOU USED TO DO FANGIRLING, YES YOU WERE A CRAZY FANGIRL BUT YOU HAD NO IDEA TAEHYUNG WOULD FALL FOR YOU DURING A FANSERVICE AND THE THOUGHT THAT YOU WERE ONCE AN ARMY WAS REALLY AWESOME FOR YOU. ANYWAY AS YOU WERE LOST IN YOUR MEMORIES YOU HEARD ALL THE MEMBERS COMING OUT OF THE DOOR AND MAKING THEIR WAY TOWARDS THE STAGE TAEHYUNG WAS WALKING BEHIND JUNGKOOK, YOU WISHED JUNGKOOK BEST OF LUCK AND THEN YOU OPENED YOUR ARMS TO HUG TAEHYUNG BUT HE PUSHED YOU AWAY AND SAID TO STOP BEING SO ANNOYING AND CLINGY ALL THE TIME. YOU TRIED TO HOLD BACK YOUR TEARS AND YOU WISHED ALL THE OTHER MEMBERS BEST OF LUCK AND THE MOMENT THEY WERE ON STAGE YOU MADE YOUR WAY TO THE RESTROOM AND BURST INTO TEARS. YOU WERE REALLY ANNOYED AND FRUSTRATED TOWARDS HIS BEHAVIOR AND THE THING THAT HURT YOU MORE WAS THAT HE DID THIS INFRONT OF ALL THE MEMBERS AND YOU FELT LIKE HE STABBED YOU IN YOUR HEART.

YOU WERE SO FURIOUS AND UPSET ON HIS BEHAVIOUR THAT YOU PICKED UP YOUR COAT AND YOUR PURSE AND OTHER BELLONGINGS AND HEADED STRAIGHT TO THE HOTEL. YOU WENT TO THE HOTEL ROOM AND THEN STARTED TO PACK UP YOUR LUGGAGE NEATLY BECAUSE YOU WERE PLANNING TO LEAVE FIRST THING IN THE MORNING AND WHEN YOU GET BACK TO KOREA YOU WANTED TO MOVE OUT OF HIS APPARTMENT.

AFTER THE CONCERT:

WHEN TAEHYUNG MADE HIS WAY BACK TO THE GREEN ROOM HE WAS SO HAPPY BECAUSE THE CONCERT WENT SUCCESFULLY AND HE WANTED TO APOLOGIZE TO YOU STRAIGHT AWAY FOR HIS BEHAVIOUR EARLIER. BUT HE DIDN'T FIND YOU IN THE GREEN ROOM OR ANYWHERE ELSE SO HE STARTED TO PANICK AND THEN HE ASKED EVERY STAFF MEMBER IF THEY SAW YOU AND ONE OF THE STAFF MEMBER TOLD HIM THAT SHE SAW MI SO MAKING HER WAY TO HER CAR AND SHE WAS CRYING. JIMIN FOLLOWED TAEHYUNG AND ASKED HIM THAT WHAT WAS WRONG AND HE SAID THAT I HAD LEFT FOR THE HOTEL AS SOON AS THE CONCERT STARTED AND HE EVEN SAID THAT I WAS CRYING. JIMIN SAID TO TAEHYUNG THAT I MUST HAVE FELT BAD FOR HIS BEHAVIOUR EARLIER AND I LEFT BECAUSE I WAS UPSET.