Take Me Home (GirlxGirl) (Lesbian)

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Alex's POV

(Iris - Goo Goo Dolls)

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I never get inspiration this much lately, and I'm happy. I write my book as much as I can before the ideas disappear because it will frustrate me if I lose the idea. Typical writer, preventing so hard not to have a writer's block.

I sip my third black coffee, looking at my work and smile. Come on, just few chapters more. I say to myself. I close my eyes to regain my focus, thinking about how the next chapters go.

It's been two weeks after I saw Logan and I didn't come to her gallery because I got the idea about my book when I knew her 'whoever' moved in with her.

Part of me aches, but part of me is happy knowing she already moved on like I wanted her to. Nevertheless, that got me the ideas so much and I'm more than excited to finish the book.

Michelle isn't home at the moment, I think she is in... Uh, I don't know. I stay in my study for a couple days, I guess. The ideas give me so much to write and I don't want to get out from this room so I don't know where is Michelle exactly.

The peace is comforting me. The silence makes me calm. And the loneliness when I do something for myself is what I need the most at the moment like I don't care about anything.

I sigh, rubbing my face then finish my coffee. I hear the front door opens and closes immediately. I know who it is, Michelle.

I close my laptop after I finish writing the book, just two chapters away and it's done. But I need to rest my eyes, it's exhausting.

My study door opens from the outside, then Michelle slips her hand around my neck from behind, she kisses my ear, my temple, my cheek and then my neck.

I want to moan but I'm too exhausted to make a sound. I just close my eyes and enjoy the moment, her hands then start unbuttoning my shirt. I just let her, like I said : I'm exhausted.

"I want you." She says seductively on ear.

"Not tonight, babe." I say. "I'm tired."

She massages my breast roughly, try to turn me on but my body doesn't response. Then she licks my ear, down to my neck, up to my chin. I need to stop her because I don't want to have sex tonight. I'm just too tired, my eyes is almost closed right away.

"Come on, Lex." She sighs so loud, annoyed.

"I told you, I'm tired." I say calmly, I really don't have a power to shout right now. "I'm wide awake all night long, babe."

"Why didn't you sleep?" She turns my chair so I can see her.

"Because I got the ideas to write. If I didn't write it right away, the ideas will be gone eventually so that's why I decided to write them." I answer.

"You're silly." She shakes her head in disbelief, she looks upset and horny all at once.

"I'm just tired, Michelle." I say firmly. "Don't you understand the definition of tired?"

"But I want you right now!" She shouts.

"You can play with the toys or something!" I rub my temple. "I'm tired."

"You won't get tired if you can manage your time wisely!" Michelle exclaims.

"You have no idea what it's like to be a writer when some ideas came out of nowhere and you need to release the burden inside your head." I say, looking at her sternly. "Why are you being so pushy? It's just a sex, Michelle. We can have it at anytime but just not tonight, for god's sake! I'm fucking tired!"