Pitch Perfect One-Shots

Chapter CLX - Bechloe: Next To You (Part 2)

Waking up with a group of naked girls isn't uncommon for Beca but this time, Beca feels so empty inside. Sleeping with these women didn't make the music producer feel any better. If anything, it made her feel worse. These women are beautiful but they don't hold a candle to Chloe. Chloe was the only woman who could make Beca's toes curl. Chloe was the only woman who could make Beca completely speechless upon seeing her. Chloe was the only one who made Beca feel a true connection during sex. It was only Chloe and Beca knows that it will still ever only be Chloe but now, Beca feels like it's too late.

She messed up big-time with Chloe. Everything that happened between them, Beca blamed herself madly. Chloe was the perfect woman for her and she ruined it with her stubbornness, arrogance, and most of all, selfishness. Beca hated herself for it now more than ever. Seeing Chloe happily living with another man makes Beca's skin crawl. She and Chloe were together for so long and now she's moved on with someone else. It's just unacceptable to the artist but she knows she can't be so selfish. Why in the world would Chloe take her back after everything she did? It's a pretty dream that Beca can't force to the back of her mind or drown out with alcohol. No, this time she has to deal with it but she has no clue how.

"Mm, Beca..." One woman groans, sliding her hand up the brunette's back as she sits on the edge of the bed. "What are you doing?"

"Thinking."

"Come back to bed. Quickly, before the others wake up and steal you from me."

"No, I'm not in the mood."

"Aww, come on," the woman sits up and plants kisses along Beca's shoulder. "I know the big, bad Beca Mitchell has enough left in the tank for more."

Usually, Beca would. She would have enough to take all the women in her bed but not this time. The only woman Beca can think about is Chloe and how desperately she wants Chloe in her bed, begging her to come back to they can make sweet, passionate, wild love as they used to do back in the day.

"No," Beca pushes her away. "I have to go. I... I'm sorry but I really do have things on today." Beca slips completely out of bed and walks to the ensuite. "Get yourself and your friends breakfast on me. I'll call up the kitchen and tell them to give you complimentary breakfast." Beca closes the door and turns on the shower.

She needs to get clean. She doesn't like having a bunch of lipstick marks all over her body. She feels so dirty and so empty. Beca feels disgusted with herself. What has happened to her? Did she really give up the love of her life just to sleep around with random women and make music? Yes, she did but that isn't the saddest thing. The saddist thing is that Beca gave up her true dream - Chloe Beale.

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Damn Beca Mitchell. Why can't Chloe stop thinking about her? That woman crushed her heart without a care in the world. Why should Chloe give her one spec of her thoughts? It's ridiculous. Beca is nothing but a selfish, self-centered, arrogant, vain bitch. Chloe shouldn't be thinking about Beca but she is. She is thinking about last night and how Beca shifted into the woman Chloe fell in love with - soft, sensitive, and caring. She saw Beca beg, wanting Chloe to give her a second chance but Chloe wasn't having it. Beca had broken her heart, which never fully healed so why would she give her taped-up heart back to that same woman? She'd be stupid to do so.

Unfortuantely, Chloe's thoughts don't stop there. Thoughts of their life together floods her mind and the redhead thinks wistfully back to the times were she would be woken up by soft kisses and cuddles by her cute girlfriend who would then attempt to make her breakfast in bed only to catch the stove on fire or have some form of accident in the kitchen. It was the little things that Beca did that meant the world to Chloe. Despite Beca having a rough childhood, the brunette was still soft and loving to Chloe and what made it even more special was that Chloe was the ONLY person Beca was soft and loving to and Chloe knew it and appreciated it. She knew that she and Beca had something special but little did she know that her dreams of becoming a famous music producer would cloud her mind and ultimately, destroy their relationship.