nine seconds [J9 | COMPLETED]

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Nine

It's been a week since we were together. Joong was busy with his own school stuffs. He was devoting all of his time for his final project and I understand he must pass to get a good grade. But, please, don't blame me if I act a bit immature because I miss him.

I was on a call with him earlier. Well, a very brief phonecall because he hung up. He's probably pissed off right now. I told him to come by my house today though I completely know he is very much busy. Again, please don't hate me if I miss Joong. I'm his boyfriend and I need a lil time of him, okay?

I did not know what to do. I was bored I almost cleaned the whole house. If Joong is here, I would probably just be on his big arms wrapped up like a pillow. And I want his warmth on my skin, he feels like the safest place in the world and I would live with him.

We have been together as boyfriends for almost half a year now and we still haven't had sex. Whenever he talks about it, I keep brushing him off or changing the topic. He keeps telling me he wants to bottom me but I just get mad (shy) when he teases me.

I am confused and scared that we might do it wrong. I have watched gay porns before but being the one to be at the bottom seems like a really tough position. I'm scared it would just hurt me.

But, if i have to be honest, whenever Joong and I kiss, I could feel his hot breath on my mouth and his boner, rubbing it on me. I would push him and laugh (get shy and horny).

When I think of his body, I would feel my cheeks burn and myself aroused by the image of his naked self on my mind.

Am I crazy?

I rolled on my bed and covered myself with the bedsheets.

"Joong... I miss you..." I whispered to myself and drifted to sleep.

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I woke up with the familiar scent filling up my nose. That addicting smell of spring and mint. I couldn't stop the smile on my lips.

"You came!" I shouted waking him up. He was asleep beside me, his arm wrapped around me.

"Hey..." He smiled and I rushed to give him a peck on his lips.

He pouted his lips asking for more and kissed him. He pulled me closer making me feel his warm body sending blush on my skin.

We were kissing and my mind couldn't stop recalling the gay porn videos i watched.

I could feel myself getting aroused. I cut off the kiss and ran away towards the bathroom.

"What? Why?!" Joong was laughing out loud pretending that he didn't know what I was feeling.

"I hate you! Just go and do your final project, asshole!"

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[hey thank you for the 20k reads! should i write another J9 FF? have a good day!]