[OLD FIC] (DISCONTINUED) I Just Need To Know Why Armin x Reader

【Chapter One】 Realisation

tw: Self Harm

edito: back when i was a lil 12vie my bitchass didn't know wtf a tw was and tw's really weren't a thing that a lot of the writers I knew never  used them so i was blissfully unaware of them. now it's very different and important to be sensitive about these topics. so hi. TW

[Y/N] whimpered slightly as the blade split her skin open. She watched the thick red liquid spill out of her wrist as silent tears fell down her cheeks. She was startled when she heard a knock soon followed by a sweet voice... Armin's sweet voice. "[Y/N]?" Your best friends voice echoed through the walls of your room. [Y/N] frantically looked around for her sweater. Once it was in her sights she stumbled towards it while yelling back to her friend "Just a minute!" She grabbed the sweater and swiftly put it on pulling the sleeves down and holding the ends with her fingers. She opened the door cautiously and watched as her friend became more and more visible. He was... Smiling? "You ready?" He said looking at her excitedly. "Ready for?" She answered. "Don't tell me..." He crossed his arms "You forgot again?" He looked into her eyes. On closer examination he realised she'd been crying. "Hey... Are you ok?" He put his hand on her arm. She winced on contact It had to be that arm huh Armin? She thought as she yanked her arm away. "Yeah I'm fine. Uh, look I'm sorry but we can't do whatever we had planned I'm so sorry Armin it's just-" she was cut off "Hey! It's Ok!" He put his hands out and put a big smile on his face "We'll do it another time! Okay?" He smiled as she nodded. "I'll be off then. Bye." he waved as he walked down the corridor.

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[Y/N] cancelled today... Again... For some reason it's always on a Friday. [Y/N]... If only you knew why I wanted to go out today... [Y/N] was so perfect... She always had her [H/L] [H/C] hair up almost exactly the same as commander Hanji's. Her [E/C] eyes were just amazing. They had this gleam to them screaming "Let's Go Get Something Done!" Her body shape was curvy which complimented her uniform so well. I don't know why but when I see her my heart flutters and I just want to hold her in my arms... Am I... In love?