My Song Book

What You Could've Had (My First Ever Song)

I remember those days... When all I felt was pain.

I remember those times.... When tears filled my eyes.

When all I wanted to do...Was to be with you...

But now I'm here... standing... and waiting... around...

With my loved one and my brother safe and sound.

And mama's finally back from the ground...

So no, I gave you one last chance and you denied

So now I'm giving up saying "I've tried"

Don't try and fool me with your lies.

It won't happen again I promise that...

Weren't you supposed to be our dad?

But honestly today what are those?

Dads don't ditch their families in the cold...

You could have had love....

The kind of love that doesn't have a price.

The kind of love that has more than a slice.

The kind of love that always shall suffice.

You could have been here...

There was no need for shedding all those tears.

There was no need for tearing little ears.

There was no need for waiting all these years.

So for now...

Love and remorse won't be found.

Until you get your acts out of the ground.

This beast is starting to get loud....

What happened?

I ain't laughin' now

Looks like your heads' still in the gutter.

Thinking about you now makes me shudder.