I feel alone and Im never happy and when I am its never enough. Its hard to be that positive ,bright person you want to be. I will always look at my insecurities and feel like I'm alone. I will always say I WILL NEVER BE ENOUGH. When you like someone in a way you never thought You could, you never feel like your enough.
I Am Wanda and I will never be enough. I have doubts,hopes and dreams but will never play my part. I gave myself a role to be a dancer. I'll never be able to play the part. When you dream you'll feel like you will never play your part.
I need some exictment in my life. I went to check the mail and I got and amazing life changing offer. My dream is coming true FINALLY. The universe lets me have a win for once some happiness. Without a hesitation I was going to pack my things and leave in three days. I was judged for just leaving but its not like I have a life to leave behind.
I was finally living my dream becoming a dancer. Maybe this was my chance to bring happy for one. I wasn't bipolar I was just sad and that effected the way I looked at the bright things. An example would be the dance offer I was thinking I would never be enough to make it on broadway. This thine I was strong and said this is my dream. Im taking the order.
The First thoughts that pop in my head is ill never be enough to go to New York and, be on Broadway. To the professionals i would look like an amertur. I have to up my game if I really want this. To I really want this though? I needed tough love but had two days to get it. I don't have time to be soft I need to be confident and serious about this.
Broadway expects the best and only wants the best. No Freak Shows. There is ill never be enough its I am enough. There is no ill never play my part its Ill play my part. I dont have time to be a fraud.
I have to be flawless they will be looking at everything. Attitude,confidence,emotion, and most of all heart. I have to give it my all my everything. Prep it up this is my dream. Be it see it dream it.
Broadway here I come. I asked for some tough love to get the cut in Broadway. I got more than tough love I got tough. Not much encouragment but lots of yelling. Broadway was pressuring eating me to succeed to make the cut. Unfortunately my negative side keeps saying I'll never be enough.
