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Chapter one | Trips

Ava

"Happy Valentine's Day" said Henry as he kissed my cheek. "Awee thank you for everything baby" I said admiring the set up.

The hotel room was so cold and crisp and decorated with balloons, candles, food, gifts and ambient lighting.

"Anything for you baby" he said kidding my forehead. I stared into his soft brown eyes.

Henry was nothing but good to me all the time. I smiled warmly as I hugged him and allowed myself into his embrace. He was such a romantic guy. I stepped back awkwardly and turned to use the bathroom. As I sat on the toilet I let out a big sigh covered by the sound of a stream of pee. I sat in thought as the stream slowed down. I feel so strange around him all the time. I don't hate him but I can't quite put my finger on the feeling. I love him but in the way you love a cat or your best friend. Romantically though? I don't know. He handles everything a man should and yet...I shrugged the thoughts off and finished using the bathroom.

He sat on the bed waiting for me. "Do you want to change out of your clothes or would you like to eat first?" He asked. "I wanna eat first" He Chuckled and walked me to the balcony where the food was on a silver platter. I looked over at the plate of lobster and asparagus. My favorite combination.

We sat down and I started digging into my food. I hadn't ate all day cause I was so focused on getting dressed. While trying not be distracted by my phone. "How do you like everything?" He asked. "Oh it's amazing" I covered my mouth attempting not to talk with my mouth full.

The rest of our dining experience was just a quiet dinner to the soft background of light traffic, occasional laughing from groups of people, and the random sound of street animals fighting. I enjoyed the atmosphere. There was no constant conversation. I didn't mind talking to him but tonight I would rather just bask in the experience. I finished my food and walked inside to wash my hands and come back to put my plate into the dishwasher that was provided with the hotel room.

"Ava relax girl go put on your night clothes and I'll take care of all of this girl" he smirked. I smiled softly and retreated back to the room where my clothes were already put up. I grabbed the night clothes he picked out for me. It was a black bustier and a lace thong  matching set.

I took a hot shower and removed my makeup in the tub before coming out back into the bedroom of the hotel. The hotel was quite spacious. I sat on the side of the bed scrolling my phone as he busied himself with tidying up and getting ready to lay down. I opened my phone and got on my secret Twitter account to check my dms. I scrolled through my messages. I had many unopened messages from earlier. I had sent 4 of my favorite mutuals on twitter pictures and videos of me in lingerie sets saying happy Valentine's Day. They all responded with very sensual and cute responses. I blushed reading the messages.

Mstalktoomuch: Happy Valentine's Day love. I've been thinking about all day🤭

Asecerectaccouunt: Thank you for this bb I gotchu later😉
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I quickly exited twitter as I heard him come from the small kitchen in the hotel room. I looked up and smiled with butterflies dancing in my stomach. "I got you blushing?" He said as he laid down next to me in his silk night shorts.

I rolled my eyes brushing him off playfully. "No sir" I said half jokingly. Truth is after five years of being with my husband I don't think I'm attracted to him. He's as fine as a man can get. Darkskin with beautiful dark locs that reach his back. He's well groomed, has a physique that he maintains in the gym 3-4 times a week. He's something straight out of a woman's wet dream. I can tell because I can't go anywhere without women eye fucking him. He says he admires how I never get jealous or lash out from the attention and constant flirting he receives. I tell him that it's because I'm a secure girl I don't need to bite at every woman that wants to fuck him. It just means I got a sexy ass nigga!