A/N-c'mon guys it was bound to happen. I had to make pregame Shuichi come in now. I've been stalling because normal Shuichi is adorable. Anywho, y'all get another meme cause y'all cool
Shuichi's pov
It's getting harder to suppress...these thoughts of mine.
Thoughts of y/n doing...things.
I won't get into it, but it's really weird, trust me.
Even me thinking about my own execution or how I would die in danganronpa got me feeling...weird
So this is what masochism is. This honestly sucks. Why couldn't I just be normal?
I wish I could tell my mom, but that's embarrassing, plus I would hate to worry her. And y/n?
If y/n found out she would disown as a best friend so fast(James Charles didn't even get to say hi sisters), Monokuma didn't get to play the body discovering music.
I sighed as I slammed my head down on the desk. "Ow." I mumbled angrily. I could always pretend this...issue...of mine doesn't exist. That's probably the best thing I can do right now. I was debating if I should even finish danganronpa. I mean, I do wanna make it to season 53 and see why people like that season so much, but at the same time, these feelings aren't healthy. I thought about if I should go back to it or not. I decided to finish this season and then stop, but I knew in the back of my head, it wasn't gonna be that simple, but I ignored that thought as I clicked on the episode i left off on.
y/n's pov
I have a feeling that there's something wrong with Shuichi, but it's not like I can just confront him about it. Knowing him, he'll just saying I'm just overthinking and dismiss it. I sighed as I laid back on my bed. I could always snoop in his room, but I would hate to do that. The only thing I can do is play it out and see how it goes. I played on my phone, since I finished all my school work.
What are you hiding from me Shuichi?
A/N-don't worry, the next chapter is longer. unless you like short chapters. then it'll be time to panic(at the disco) and no, i'm not sorry for doing my terrible joke
YOU ARE READING
Slowly watching you turn this way
Fanfiction(non despair AU) y/n has known Shuichi Saihara all her life, they grew up together. He's always been the shy, quiet kid, but ever since he found Danganronpa, y/n noticed him change in a way she never thought he'll change into. cover is not mine
