The Sadist Has Feelings Too (ManXman) {BDSM}

Chapter 16 - Orion

Damon's pov
Sunday 17th October 2021
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"What do you feel for Mason?" Orion asks me for the fifth time today. I'm getting impatient with his questions so my foot hasn't stopped tapping against the wooden floor of his office.

"He's my slave. He gives me his devotion and I give him pleasure," I say coldly and Orion sighs.

"I know you like him more than you're letting on. How would you feel if he left you?" Orion asks and I frown.

"Why would he leave me?" I ask quickly and Orion shakes his head.

"He won't leave you, but if he did would you still be happy?"

"No. I like having him around me. He's good at sex, he does everything I ask, and he's cute," I say and Orion smiles.

"You think he's cute?"

"Well yeah. He is."

"Have you ever thought about anyone else like that?"

I pause before I answer. I haven't ever thought anyone was cute. I don't think anything is cute other than Mason.

"People usually annoy me unless they're doing something for me," I say cautiously.

"So Mason is the only person you can hug. The only person you'll kiss. And he doesn't annoy you like everyone else does. So he's important to you," Orion tells me and I sigh.

"I guess so," I answer.

"I'm proud of how far you've come. I never would have expected you to let anyone cuddle you or kiss you after what your dad did," Orion says but I cut him off.

"I don't want to talk about him," I say angrily as I feel myself getting tense.

"You have to talk about it eventually," he sighs.

"Not today," I answer and look at the clock on the wall. Ten more minutes then I can go.

"Does Mason know about your past?"

"No and he won't ever know. He might leave and I can't have that," I say and Orion gives a small nod.

"Are you going to see Mason today?"

"He should be at my house now fucking himself on a dildo until I get there to finish him off," I say calmly and Orion blushes slightly.

"Do you listen to his safewords still?" He asks.

"Of course. I don't want to be kicked out of the club or loose Mason," I say and Orion nods.

"If you were kicked out of the club would you stay with Mason?" Orion asks and I tilt my head.

"I can't answer that," I say and Orion perks up.

What I can't tell Orion is I've planned for that. I've got money set aside to start a new life if I ever fuck up and Marcus tries to go to the police. I'll be taking Mason with me, he only has his friends and parents here so I'm sure he would leave them to come with me. If he wouldn't then I'd just take him anyways and he'd have to adapt to his new life.