Breaking my own heart

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Luv's POV:

Nathalia: "Stella who do you think is prettier, me or Vera?"

Stella: "Uhm, well you both are pretty, but if I should choose, It's probably Mamu Reena, cause she's the root."

Reena: "Ohhhh, see this little girl is really charming. Manang mana ka sa tita mommy mo ha- halika nga rito payakap ako! Chloe remember when you were this small?"

Chloe: "Yes and I don't miss it at all, cause I feel like I'm everyone's stuffed toy. I'm glad that we have a new baby girl now."

Anton: "What are the odds, still a girl Luvisito, hahaha you're still the last  man standing. And me of course."

Luv: "Just my luck. Wala man lang kalaro ng basketball or something."

Dani: "Uy, don't underestimate us, baka pag kami ang kinalaro mo, madala ka."

Luv: "No way, you can win at everything baby but not basketball."

Anton: "Luvisito, Sam is here- I think she wants to talk to you."

Luv: "There's nothing to talk about dad.-"

Lumabas naman si dad para kausapin ito.

Halos buong araw lang kami sa villa today, we just relaxed, played some board games. I wasn't really in the mood, pakiramdam ko kasi tuwing susubukan kong mag enjoy, laging may nangyayaring hindi maganda. Pag katapos mag dinner, we decided to mix some cocktails and everyone was just having fun, enjoying the night. But I couldn't bring myself to enjoy, I don't know why.

Dani: "Love, are you okay?"

Luv: "Yes, I'm just a little drained, parang lagi nalang may nangyayari. I just want to have peace. Enjoy this vacation with my family, my girlfriend, our friends."

Dani: "Love? Sa palagay ko, kailangan mo siya talagang kausapin-"


Luv: "We already talked about this-"

Dani: "Pero Luv, kung hindi mo gagawin to, hindi karin naman patatahimikin niyang utak mo e, magtatanong at magtatanong ka parin kung ano bang gusto niyang sabihin, ano bang dahilan bakit siya bumalik, ano bang dahilan bakit siya umalis in the first place! We can keep trying to pretend that things are okay, we can keep trying to run away from this but one thing remains the same, she's back! And she has all the answers to all the questions you still have. Love, hindi rin madali para saakin to, pero pati ako hindi ako matatahimik hanggang hindi ko alam kung ano bang sadya niya, ano bang gusto niya? Hindi ako matatahimik kasi alam kong meron paring mga tanong diyan sa puso mo. This isn't easy for me too, but I at least can admit that there's no way around this. Like you said, that person left you hanging on a thread, no explanations, and then come back 3 years later, huwag mong lokohin yung sarili mo na wala kang gustong sabihin or itanong. Matatapos lang lahat tong hulaan na to kung kakausapin mo na siya, tatapusin mo na- Hindi naman ibig sabihin na wala na tayo e, na hindi na natin mahal yung isat isa, alam kong mahal mo ako, I trust you. But as much as this kills me, I know it's just going to be worst kung hindi pa to matatapos ngayon, dito. So you have to settle it with her, you need to do this Luv."

She was supposed to turn away, but I grabbed her hand and pulled her in my arms.

Luv: "Okay, I will do it. You're right, this has to end- Baby I promise all of this will end tonight. After tonight, we'll go back to how we were, we'll go home, it's going to be you and me- Dani, I originally wanted to plan this night, I wanted it to be perfect, but it can't wait- I love you, and you're the one I want to spend the rest of my life with. Alam mo ba na sa tuwing mag bibiro ako tungkol sa future natin, na I always meant it- I didn't want to scare you, actually, I didn't want to show how scared I was of losing you, kaya I'm waiting for the perfect timing, pero everyday halos gusto ko nalang hilahin ka sa pinaka malapit na simbahan at pakasalan ka. That's how sure I am of you, of us."

Along came Dr. LUVTahanan ng mga kuwento. Tumuklas ngayon