Nobody knows who I am, but if anyone know, I am looking at that rope hanging in my room at thinking if I should.
I can't handle this mental abuse. I have been trying for so long to pretending nothing has happened but I can't! I can't pretend any longer. I fuckin hate myself, they made sure of that.
I was figuratively clinging onto life in my head, I don't wanna live, so maybe I could just tie that rope around my-..I can't! The only reason I am alive is for what has happened. I am only alive because of my family. I thought I could trust them to be with me and help me but I was wrong. I learned that today.
Even though I am fucking Fine, That doesn't make a difference.I have killed myself yet, don't worry. But.. I guess I should-Logan Sanders