"Bokuto-san!" A girl handed a letter to him. You watch from a far "Oi. Y/N-san. Why don't you just pull your boyfriend here?" Akaashi asked "Nah. Let him be. His fans is a lot prettier than me-" "Hmm! This is delicious. You know how to bake! This onigiri taste good!"
"Let's just go. He have his fans there. They are prettier. He should date him instead of me." You pulled Akaashi in the gym. But your thought were like 'They are prettier. They know how to cook. While am just a' "Hey. Tell me. What are you thinking, Y/N-san?" Akaashi sat beside you "No am just. Nope. Am good" Your insecurities is on the max level.
"You know what. Imma just going to my house. I am hungry" You standing up., You felt ugly. Maybe you should just end your relationship with him. You kept on thinking about yourself. "Eh? Don't you want to wait for Bokuto-san?" Akaashi asked. You shook your head.
You walked out of the school gate "Y/N-san! Wait" You turned around Akaashi came to you "Don't you have your practice?" You asked. "I will just skip today" He walked you home as a good junior. Auch. HAHAHHA.
You live alone in this apartment. "Where is your parents?" He asked "I live by myself. Am old enough to take care of myself. And you. We are in college" He nodded. As soon as he leave ypu locked your door.
"I am so jealous! They know how to cook. They are prettier and sexier than me. Am just a" You began singing your own song. Cleaning the whole house. Cook your own food. "I will just." You sat on the couch then ypur dog came in "Hey, boy. You came to cuddle? I want to. Am so sad" You hugged your dog and finally fell asleep.
Time skip
"Am getting ready to the college!" You danced in front of the mirror. Them your insecurities came back saying hi to you. "Am just not good enough" Your tears rolled down.
I wish that I was good enough~
You sang a line of a song. Get dressed. "Bye! Am going. Keep the house in your eyes" You talked to you dog. You went out and loked the door. Singing and walking to the college.
"Ugh. Stop think Y/N! You wont change anything" You said and kept walking. Using the public transportation.
"Bokuto-san~" You looked behind. His fans is fangirling over him. 'Am not going to care' You walked away from there.
"Maybe I just should end it" You mumbled yourself. Then you smiled in front of the mirror "Yeah!" You encourage yourself but your tears wont lie. You loved him.
Time skip
"Hey! Y/N~" A childish voice entered your ears but you were too focused on your phone. "Y/N~!" He took your phone. "What?!" You raised your voice at him in front of his team. "I uh.." You looked at his face. You took your phone and went out the gym. Heading to your home.
"Bokuto-san? Are you okay?" He nodded "Did she just yelled at me Akaashi?" Bokuto asked Akaashi. He is confused. Her mood was just okay yesterday. 'She even left me' Bokuto thought "No. You know. She is just. What they call it. Insecure. She saw you and your fams everyday. Praising them. She even said that your fans should date you because they're prettier than her-" Akaashi covered his mouth "No i mean-" "Insecure?"
"Hey.. I just broke my own hurt" You said walking inside your house. You lift your dog. "Am I pretty?" You asked him. He didn't response. He is a dog. Lol. Stop this. 'I know right. I do think that am ugly." You said putting him back down.
Hour past you kept on asking your dog the same question and strted singing
I have insecurities
I try to ignore them but it's hard
When you feel you're not good enough
I am antisocial
I feel like everyone is judging me
Based off of what the see
But I'm perfect in all my ways
Don't matter what happen today
Just shake it off and restart
Because tomorrow's brand new day
I'm positive and smart
I have a good heart
Atleast that's what I tell myself
To keep away all the dark thought
I tend to compare myself
With other girls I see
Around my school
Cause they're so cool
"Why am I sad? I need Bokuto right now.." You cried while washing the plates. "Babe~ Why are you crying?" You felt a warm hamd arpund your waist. "No I just. I-" "Stop lying. I heard it. Akaashi told me everything. You even sing a song. No need to be insecure about yourself" He put his head on your shoulder. Your tears kept coming out.
"Come" You washed your hand and follow Bokuto to the couch "Why are you crying? You are perfect you know?" He pulled you on his laps wrapping his hand around your waist. "You even left me yesterday? What are you thinking?" You shook your head "I think we need to stop" You force yourself to say that to him. "Why?! No! If you are jealous. Stop it. I only love you" He said pecking your lips. "You are beautiful the way you are." He smiled at you. "Listen, baby. I love you. You just said you needed me" He smirked and gave you a quick kiss. "Let's just stay like this. Until your insecurities ran away" He said tightening the hug. "I love you too.. Bokuto" He kissed you "Thank you for loving me." You both stayed like that until both of you fell asleep.
[Bokuto did a good job. HAHAHHAAHAHHAHA. Yeah. Bokuto used to be hyper. I make hima a little great today. Hmm. Thank you.]
