I am struggling right now. I can't feel anything anymore. I don't want to continue living. The only thing keeping me from killing myself is that I'm too scared and I want kids. I want kids so bad. I think it will be the only thing to make me feel something. I can't do anything. I have no free will. I have to do whatever my mom tells me too. I want to do so many crazy things but I can't. It hurts. I just want to be happy.
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