Fear

Chapter 4

I woke up this morning naked with just the sheets over me. I looked at the clock and it said 1:12 P.M. I sat up and covered myself with my sheets. Adam was laid knocked out. I smiled and kissed his cheek and went into the bathroom. I was still wrapped up in the sheets when I got out the bed. I looked at messed. My hair was curled up and wild. It was actually kind of pretty though. I brushed my teeth and then put on a big shirt. Then I went to go put Adam's clothes in the dryer. There was a note on the back of my door from my mother. It read,

"Dear Tay,
I saw you were still asleep when I left this morning so I didn't bother you. I'm off to work and I won't be back for a few days. I have to take a out of town trip to Macon,GA. Be safe baby. I love you."

I walked back in the room and saw him still asleep. I went in the bathroom and got Adam a brand new toothbrush. I laid it on the pillow by him. Then I put the letter up and then went downstairs to cook breakfast. I made eggs, bacon, grits, and toast. I played my music, but not too loud. I didn't want to wake Adam. Dej Loaf-Easy Love played from my Beats Pill. I sung along to it.

"Love ain't ever been so easy
Love ain't ever been so easy
I love how you make it so easy
I love how you make it so easy

I love how you push it in so deeply
Make my body quiver, baby, make my feet shake
I love how you kiss me on both set of lips
Lick me 'til I cum, ayy this that shit you won't forget
Okay, let's play, baby finish your plate
I'm tuggin' on your zipper and you grabbin' on my waist..."

I stirred the grits as I sung along. I felt hand grip my waist. Adam kissed me on my neck making me laugh.

"Stop boy." I said as I finished cooking. I actually felt happy with him. He made the pain go away. He was my drug, my addiction. He was like my own personal heroine.

"Good morning beautiful." He said smiling. He was so cute. And I love a darkskin. I mean come on, what's not to like?

"Good morning baby boy." I said smiling. I fixed his plate and a glass of orange juice. We both sat and ate together. I fed him because that's what he wanted. He a big baby, but it was cute because he was my big baby.

"You work today?" He asked.

"Nah. Why what's up?" I asked.

"I got practice today from 3-6." He said. I was kind of upset about the fact that he had practice. I didn't want him to go.

"Oh." I said. He looked at me and I look down and my colorful socks. He lifted my chin and shook his head no at me.

"Don't be like that baby. I'll come back. I promise." He said. "Now let me see that beautiful smile of yours." He said looking at me. I tried not to smile so I looked away and scrunched up my face a little. He picked me up and put me over his shoulder and carried me up the stairs.

"But I have to wash the dishes." I said kicking my feet. He slapped my butt and said "Stop kickin'." It hurted a little. I rubbed my booty cheek and the grabbed his booty. He almost dropped me when I did that.

"Girl chill with that gay shit ni." He said to me. I just laughed. He carried me to the bed then laid me down. I looked at him as he got in between my legs.

"So you still ain't gone give me a smile?" He asked. I looked at him and gave him a smirk. He shook his head and went straight for my neck. I started kicking and screaming as he tickled me. He just laughed and then started putting light kisses.

"Why you play so much?" I asked him. He just laughed and looked at me.

"Baby you mad?" He asked poking out his bottom lip. I sat up and bit it and then pulled his face down to me. I pecked his lips over and over again. He started to laugh. I just smiled and pushed him off me. Then I slapped his butt and ran downstairs. He chased after me through my house. Finally he caught me and put me up against the wall. He wrapped my legs around him and then started to kiss me deeply. I kissed him back and then stopped. I wrapped my arms around his neck and just hugged him. I didn't want him to leave me. I really didn't.