Conservative Flirt

flirt introduction

Introduction:

He grab my hand. I gasped

He hold my face. I swallowed

He gently move his hand. I felt nervous

He look at me intensively. I drowned

He touches my nose down to my lip. I think I'm paralize

Did I ever think what will people say after this? why am I letting this guy do whatever he wants to? why is it that I can't stop him from doing this thing to me? am I that desperate to give up my dignity just because I'm curious? just because I have this kinda' wierd feeling towards this stranger? He makes my system weak. GOSH! I am unbelievable. I can't imagine my self standing in front of this man and to think that I can't even speak? I'm too desperate. Geez!

I swallowed again when his face come closer to mine. Speak Lea.. SPEAK! You can't do this to your self. Your being carried-away!

This time, It's inches apart when I finally move my body and let my feet step backward. Im not ready--- Im not ready to give up my first kiss. This is hilarious!

My 'First' is so much important for me. Though somebody thinks that Im too way of conservative. 'Its just only a kiss'. Yes, I heard it a couple of times and to think that my bestfriend say that to me? It's unbelievable.

Yeah..yeah I know what you think guys. Im not a fan of MARIA CLARA but I think she's just right to be conservative.

Everyone will respect you and ofcourse! People will adore you.

Lumakad ako papunta sa mga barkada kong nagkukumpulan sa harap ng bonfire na ginawa namin. Im shaking.. I dont know what to do or what to act.

Naka circle silang lahat sa harap ng apoy habang walang humpay na nagtatawanan. Ang iba ay naghaharutan kasama ang mga nobyo't nobya nila. Ang iba naman ay pasimpleng naghahalikan kahit na alam nilang may mga kasama sila. But dont worry guys.. I used to it, even though I really want to slap them hard for making me uncomfortable. Meron namang iba na hindi ko alam ay nakatanaw na pala sakin habang papalapit sa kanila. What would I say this time? Maybe I need to act normally para hindi naman nila mahalata na tensyunado ako.

After kong makalapit sa kanila, umupo ako sa pwesto kung saan ako nagmula kanina. The tension cross my system again when I turn to see the vacant seat besides me. GHAD! makakatabi ko ulit sya? This can't be. I need to swap with any other position here.

"chubs, pwede palit tayo?" facing Carla, my chubestfriend.

Her eyebrows reach her forehead. I think she's drunk. Nakakailang baso na kaya ang bruhang to?!

"palit ng ano? Ng panty? Shege ba!" She burst-out laughing while--- GHAD! tinutuo nga nya!

I grab her hand na may plano pa talagang hubarin ang panty'ng suot nya ngayon. She's really drunk, eh? TINUTOO ng BRUHA! how nice..

"Hindi yan! Tss.. yung upuan" I hissed, brushing my fingers on my hair. I am horrible tired. Kelangan ko na talagang umalis.

"Hindi na pala.. Im tired. So guys, pwede naba akong mauna sa inyo?" I asked them but my eyes only focus at Carla's expression. Alam kong alam nya na may nangyari. At hindi talaga ako papayagan netong umalis. Pustahan pa!

"NO! you're not going anywhere chubs. Dito kalang at may gagawin pa tayong lahat, dba guys?"

"Chubs.. I'm really tired. Kayo nalang, Pass na muna ako.. please?"