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CONFESSION #4: DISCONNECTED

CONFESSION #4: DISCONNECTED

It was a good thing that I was alone at my hotel room or else my roommates would have brought me to a mental institution right then and there.

I'm sooooo happy right now I'm doing a giddy dance. That's when I saw the pop up notification indicating that Adrian has a new tweet.

Scratch that. It was a new video. I pushed play and waited for it load.

I saw Adrian and his guitar and he looks.. kinda unsure of himself.

"Ahmm. Hi to the people watchin this. Although technically you're watching me. Uh, its been ages since I last made a video alone. Anyways, I wish you guys would like this and I really hope that Angel, you're watching this coz this one's for you."

My mind was shouting 'ANGEL? ME?! ME????!!!!!' when he started strumming.

"Oh oh o-o-oh , oh oh o-oh

Life's a tangled web
of cellphone calls and hashtag I-don't-knows
And you, you're so caught up
In all the blinking lights and dial tones
I admit I'm a bit of victim in the worldwide system too
But I've found my sweet escape when I'm alone with you.

Tune out the static sound of the city that never sleeps
Here in the moment on the dark side of the screen

I like the summer rain
I like the jokes you make
We put the world away
We get so disconnected
You are my getaway
You are my favorite place
We put the world away
Yeah we're so disconnected

Oh oh o-o-oh, oh oh o-oh
We're so disconnected"

My mind was totally blank. He just sang a 5SOS song and dedicated it to me. This dude is either seriously trying to romanticize me to death or totally wants me to lose whatever is left of my sanity. But whatever his goal is, its working coz I'm feeling a little bit of both.

But then it hit me.

Was it safe to assume that I'm the Angel he's talking about? What are the chances another girl owns the same looking dogtag that I left at the EXIT during the concert? Is Angel his pet dog's name? Did he somehow lost her and just got her back?

My mind was going to a mild version of an overdrive so I decided to call in an expert.

The expert being my crazy bestfriend in the name of Pipsqueak- cough- I meant Aria or Ari as I often call her.

"Hello??!!!!!" She snarled on the phone, obviously I'm disturbing her monthly ritual of Vampire Diaries marathon. Sorry Damon Salvatore I'm not a fan.

"Uh. I'm kinda having a difficult and sort of delusional situation. I've been a "closet" fangirl of someone for a long time and I'm sorry I didn't tell you of my little obsession coz I'm kinda shy. So now I went to their concert alone and I think he kinda noticed me but I'm not really sure." I said everything in one breath. or may be it was 10 breaths coz really that was a long speech and I'd die if I didn't breathe enough.

Then I heard laughter on the other line.

"Gurl, I knew you were crushing on somebody coz you always listen to their song and if your wallpaper isn't a dead giveaway then I don't know what else would be", she said.

"Good to know that you know me so well, sister from another mother and father. You gotta help me out with my situation though."

So I started to tell her everything. And a lot more stuff that are irrelevant just because I got carried away while explaining. But at least I finally told somebody the whole story. For about 2 hours, give or take.

Now, we are brainstorming the pros and cons of concluding that the Angel he meant is me.

"Why don't you reply to the video like all the other girls do. Make your comment into a joke and let's see if he'll reply so we can finally confirm it.", Ari suggested.

Nodding. I answered her with: "Okay. I believe I'll do that and inform you of the progress. Btw, I'm sorry for disturbing whatever it is that you are watching."

"Trust me, Angel.The situation you are in right now is so much more interesting than Chace Crawford's abs." She started laughing like a hyena so I hung up with a sweet response of: " Okay. What a good friend I have. Not. Bye."

I decided to get on with the plan and replied with a simple: "You found your sweet escape with me? Okay. lol"

Being the courageous person I was, I immediately turned off my packet data and hid my phone so I will not know if he replied or not.

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Its December 31st today so Advance Happy New Year to those reading this. I really hope you'd tell me if you're enjoying this or not.

For those wondering what the song is.. its Disconnected by 5 SECONDS OF SUMMER. (SHOUT OUT TO THE 5SOSFAM reading this!) and yes, I changed the lyrics from "I like the sounds you make" to "I like the jokes you make" coz its more appropriate for the storyline. ❤

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