Love Maze || Min Yoongi || Suga || BTS

Bitter Truth

"Don't stop loving me..." that line echoes through my mind..i can't control myself as i cried hard...

"I am sorry Yoongi..i can't.." my sobbing becames a muffling scream..He holds me tighter..

"Hey.. Hey...don't cry..please...I promise It's the last time, you would be crying in front of me.." he kissed my forehead and lay me in his bed..

His smell calms me as i drifted off to dreamland in his embrace.

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I woke up late as my head hurts..I found empty space beside me..I searched for Yoongi..but couldn't find anyone..I checked my phone and there is a message from him..

Arrogant Suga 👿

I am off to practise..Eat this when you woke up..

-Yoongi

I look aside and found a tray full of various foods.."Aah..why he is so sweet !!..I can't take his sweetness.. It felt like,i am living with another man..not the Yoongi,i know.."

I eat my breakfast.. Then headed to my room to have a shower and then,i went back to my work..The concert is in day after tomorrow..I've to deal with a lot of things..

As i was walking through the corridors, i saw namjoon.... smilling and waving at me..

His cute dimple showing off..He is like a baby from outside,who always makes me smile..

"Joonie..Hi.." i smiled as he hugged me.." God..I missed you..My heart aches.."he said wrapping his arms around my back..

"Nice to meet you Namjoon ..But why are you here? " i asked as i hold aback from his embrace..

"I am doing concert with Hyung..It's been years,i worked with him..and now as we are making albums together,so Big Hit wants us attend the same concert.." he smiled..

I am so happy for him..Everyone said that they are the deadly duo in the world.. Finally,i got to see them in person..I hugged him again as i went back to work..I have to arrange everything before the concert..I can't sit lazy..

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Someone did see them laughing and hugging together..She smirked and understand what to do next.. She is angry about last night..She wants revenge for her humiliation...

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A smilling yoongi welcomed me..He is sweaty and exhausted..Yet he looks so charming...

"Hey girl..Slept well?" he patted my head..

I nodded nervously.. I am still shocked, what happened last night..His simple touch makes me go crazy..

He chuckled as if he knows about my crazy heart..But didn't say anything,just smilled looking at me..

I sat their and started checking for his upcoming concert..

A few times times later, namjoon came and they started practicing together..

Girl, I debuted, that's enough right?

I made a bet with the world on how much I'd succeed..

My half-moon eye smile that I only showed you

I'm doing it again these days

My fans are curious

Oh and I don't drink macchiatos

You know that I started drinking americanos because of you...

When we dated, I wondered what kind of taste this was

But this cold and bitter aftertaste

Makes sense now that you're not here girl

If I'm gonna get used to everything like this
I would choose the full-of-regrets, playing with fire

Our heartless promises

Countless mistakes and other wrongs

Our unspeakable and small wounds

The glass filled with memories is more bitter as I drink it..

But I think I know why I keep drinking it
Why am I getting so sad that everyone lives this way?

Namjoon's strong rap keep destructing me from my work..i was amazed..i have never heard him rapping..and This time,it took my breathes away..he is more than awesome..But This lyrics..i have heard it before..but where i can't remember..

Then Yoongi starts rapping...

Baby tonight, have a good night

Our first text and phone call that
Was filled with awkward moments,
Our highly anticipated first date...

Why did I bite my nails? Why was I so nervous?
As time went by, we naturally developed into lovers..

With those kinds of words

We checked each other's feelings

Our first date was sweet like a caramel macchiato...

Wherever we went, we wanted to go together

But as time went by
Those feelings went down like dripping down espresso..

Uh, my insides ache for no reason, uh we used to be so good..

Breaking up was like a bitter americano,
My memories still go to that cafe...

His voice is so sharp..yet so clam and soft.. And those lyrics..Definately,i remember those now..

It's from the Diary..It's Agust D's writting.. But how did namjoon knows the lyrics? I only give the diary to Yoongi..and Yoongi lost it..There is no chance for him to give that diary to Namjoon..I felt surprised..

After their practise,i went to namjoon..I surely got to know the answer.." joonie.. That song you practiced with Suga..That lyrics,Where did you find it?"

"Ah..Find what?That's my lyrics..I wrote them myself..This full song is written by me Meerah.." i was shocked at his confession..

If he has written the song,he must be written the other songs in this diary ..That means,i found my Agust D..It's namjoon..I can't believe that,whom i searched for a long time..always in front of me..and i couldn't recognise him..How fool i was!!

Yoongi also told me,this diary belongs to his friend..Why i can't see that friend is namjoon?My stress reliver..

I was shocked yet so happy and flustered from joy as i found my D..but How can i say, i have fallen for him?I did love him..

"Meera..what happened? Did i do something wrong?" he snapped me from my thoughts..

"No..Joon..You rap so well.." i smiled at him and left the place..I can't stop thinking of that song..

But my heart aches for Yoongi..Why my heart aching?He didn't ever told me,he liked me..Neither i am..I am just pretending to be his girl..But the reality is not..He is not more than my friend..

I loved Agust D.. And he is namjoon...It's not Yoongi..

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Taaaa Daaa

Joonie turns the table...