Dear Hope,
I miss you so much. But I bet things are good there, huh? Much better than here I'll bet :) I can't wait till I get to see you again... This week was a complete disaster without you. God I can't believe it's only been a week since you left. Crazy, huh? Everyone looks at me in the hallway and whispers. They feel bad I guess. I'm friendless now but that's mostly because I've been sitting alone at lunchtime, I can't face the rest of our friends. Everyone's kind of hit but it seems like no one hurts as much as me. Although since I won't face our friends I don't really know how they feel. Everyone does miss you though. Especially Evelyn. She doesn't want to show it but she misses you. I know she does. I kind of feel bad for ditching everyone just because I feel shitty but I feel bad about ditching Evelyn especially. I mean she's feeling just as bad and probably worse than I am. And I'm just letting her fend for herself just because I don't want to face her. I probably should eat with her at least talk to her about how she feels. You'd like that, right? Someone's got to look after your girlfriend while you're gone. It's crazy how close you are and how far away you feel. Honestly if I wanted to I could go visit you but it just feels so.... I don't know. I shouldn't. It'd be nice but I guess I'm busy. And it probably just make me more sad and miss you more after I go back home, don't you think? I mean if you want me to come visit you let me know. However you want I guess.
Best regards,
Pen
