I'll see you in the future

Nobody forgot... anything

After the funeral Matt came with us to Dan's flat. We sat and nobody said anything.

"So... the girl that I finally found love from died, huh? Am I that unlucky? I will never find someone better than her!" He said and started crying.

I couldn't hold my tears in. I let them out.

Dan was there next to me. He took a deep breath, holded his tears in and said:

"Matt. Let me tell you a story. I had a best friend at the age of 13. His name was Jack. I thought that we would die together. He knew every secret of me and so I did with his. But.." He said and started crying.. "But one day he came at school and told me that he had cancer. Without knowing what to do or say I told him that I'm sure that you will be fine. Until that fucking afternoon. I was there next to him and he turned at me and said 'Daniel, I want you to know that I love you and I will always will and it doesn't matter from where.. Just remember that you will find someone to love you.' After that he smiled and died.."

Dan finally finished his long story. But it was a really good lesson.

"And here I am now that I found Aria. I love her and she loves me.." He continued and grabbed me in his hug.

Matt was shocked.

"Thanks Dan. You are the best.." Matt said.

But everyone could feel the missing of her in the room. Her voice, her laugh, her everything. Why isn't it a dream god? Why? I will always remember that our last word was just Goodnight.

I wonder how will I go to the university. I will wake up alone, go home alone, sleep alone, eat alone. Everything alone. Maybe you are bored of my life. But every life on this earth is boring.

I am also wondering if I'll find another friend as same as her. No way. She was the one and only that made me feel perfect. I also don't have the permission from her to find another best friend. Neither I want to find one.