It could have been really tough being in your position now. Time became early for you to deeply understand life. Sometimes you're imagining what life could be when all those things didn't happen. You often caught yourself wishing to escape from those major responsibilities you have now. Day by day, you're trying to be stronger. Day by day, you kept trying to be firm with the decision you made by constantly thinking that you don't have regrets.
I'm very proud of you. By accepting the position and trying to be good at it, you became one stone braver than the rest. You should know that nowadays, it's rare to find that kind of bravery you had. Some days you wanted to quit because it's hard, but you always choose not to, because you believe that better days will come for the both of you.
Your child was a blessing in disguise and always note that it was all part of God's perfect plan. You may have planned for your own dreams before, but don't be discouraged to continue chasing for the future you have always wanted, because now, God gave you an extra motivation to make it real. Trusting the process and keeping yourself on track every after bumps are two of the most significant things you should take note of.
It's okay to admit things you didn't know because that's still all new to you. Learning doesn't have a clock, yes it can be tiring, but you'll be there soon. Never be discouraged by the weaknesses you discovered and will discover along the way, that's okay, no person can do all things. Treat those weaknesses as stepping stones on becoming a better person than you are today. Always keep in mind the world you will be creating for your child, to appreciate its beauty and value. Never forget to be kind with yourself and be kind to each of those people who were always with you through every life's twists and turns.
Don't worry, you are creating a better version of your story.
