Addiction

My addiction has a hold of me with an iron claw,

I have to abide by it's crappy law.

It owns me and tells me I will never be,

I beg and I beg for it to set me free.

My addiction is my friend for it is always there,

Unimportant is my beauty for it to care.

It ages and scars me way beyond repair,

But don't take it away from me don't you dare.

My addiction I hate but love the same,

It's a never ending struggle to play its game.

I win I lose and lose some more,

I just can't give up this damn whore.

My addiction is a dream of things untold,

Like the pages of a book it unfolds.

It tells its story like poetry in motion,

But it tears through me like an evil ugly potion.

My addiction seems to hate me but I think that's a lie,

How do you hate something that's an incredable high.

It takes me to places far beyond my reach,

But sucks the life right out of me just like a leach.

My addiction my addiction please leave my life,

Your nothing but pain that cuts like a knife.

I hate you I hate you I love no more,

You've taken all else but you can't have my core.