Ezra's Video Journal 2

More Journaling

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Zeb had heard Ezra doing something in the room the past two or three nights, and he wanted to know what. When he heard talking he pretty much guessed it. He rallied the crew once more, another trip in to Ezra's datapad!

"Are you sure we should be doing this? Again?" Hera fidgeted.

"Sure I'm sure!" Zeb exclaimed,

"Besides didn't he say that we should know this stuff?" Sabine added.

"He did." Kanan backed up.

"Anyways I found his datapad, he added three new videos!" Emma held it up proudly.

Sabine hit play.

Ezra was leaning back in his bed, "So, everyone's having dinner now, and I'm doing this, again. The crew kinda watched every other previous video, without my permission, I dunno if they'll watch this one too. I mean they already watched theprevious ones, they're not gonna watch this too, right?"

The crew winced but kept watching.

"This was new, they know everything! My life on the streets, when I met Emma, got captured by the Empire, my... parents."

The crew cringed once more.

"It was like being unmade, so uncomfortable. I mean I'm used to uncomfortable, I mean I'm a street rat,"

"True that!" Eric nodded.

"But I always could cope, I always had a mask, a guard, and it was always on, this... this is like removing it, every single layer of my mask, the one I worked on for years! But it was only the videos, that must be like on layer of my mask,"

Hera and Kanan gaped, Sabine's face became unreadable, Zeb shook his head. "We all have masks," Erin muttered looking at the floor, the crew looked at her pitifully.

"My mask is thick, so is my guard, it has no cracks, it shouldn't have cracks, and yet Emma, Eric and Erin already did. They see all of my journals ya know? I always show them, they're probably gonna see this one soon,"

The crew looked at the said kids who shrugged sheepishly.

"We tell each other everything, that's how we grew up, with only each other to trust." Ezra looked lost in memories,

Just like the others did,

"Well, I gotta go, see ya!"

"You've already seen all these?" Hera exclaimed.

"We're not allowed to say anything, we promised," Emma grinned and hit the next video quickly.

"I know I said my mask and guards are flawless, but... they may be a tiny bit cracked."

Kanan smirked.

"I'm having geniune feelings with these people, I smiled an actual smile, I laughed an actual laugh, I smirked an actual smirk," Ezra burried his face in his hands,

The crew grinned, Erin groaned in agreement.

"It's so confusing! I mean isn't Zeb supposed to hate me? Isn't Kanan supposed to be annoyed by lack of disapline? Isn't Sabine supposed to act indifferent to me? Isn't Hera supposed to... Actually I don't have a hate senario for Hera, yet, but still!" Ezra raised a finger in the air,