the only words you have for me - chris motionless fan fic

chapter 2- xoxo gossip goat

i was now on the bus being introduced to everyone " this is Ryan, Ricky, balz, Angelo, ghost and me, Chris." "hi its nice to meet everyone" i said with a smile. they were kind of intimidating, i mean what woman wouldn't be. 6 guys standing in front of you, in black and there not really small guys... especially Chris. after i learnt every ones names i went and sat down with Ricky. i think it was Angelo that was driving though. "so umm Ricky what do you play?'' " i play guitar but i used to play bass. so umm who is your bunk buddy tonight??'' my bunk buddy? what the hell is that. " bunk buddy?'' i asked with a confused tone. " yeah bunk buddy. well assuming i can count there are six bunks but 7 people. so do you know who yet?" "umm i don't know i might just sleep on the chairs out hear i dont really want to bother anyone.." " that's nonsense. you should sleep with Chris" he said sending me a wink. who the hell does that? i hope he doesn't think I'm a hussy I'm not going to sleep with them "umm im not going to sleep with him. i'll sleep in his bunk. but not with him." " okay, okay sorry i was just trying to lighten the mood'' "okay, sorry" i just wasn't sure that you didn't actually mean it" "its cool. HEY CHRIS?!?!" Ricky yeld to get Chris' attention. "yeah?" Chris yelled back. "umm so we need sleeping arrangements" "oh umm who's bunk does sky want to sleep in?'' "umm i was thinking yours?" "if she wants too" there talking like I'm not even here. -.- what is this. i wouldn't mind sleeping in Chris' bunk though he is kinda hot. "SO is it Chris or someone else?" "can i think about it or just wait until its bed time?'' "yeah"

its about 9:30 at night now and we've still got half way to go and its boiling hot becuse its summer and everyones just lounging around in there pjs. i think i might change too. "hey chris, can i get into my pijamas?" "yeah sure, do whatever." "thanks" i said walking into the small bathroom. i ended up deciding on wearing a grey singlet and purple boxers. it was a bit of a low  cut shirt and the shorts were lose and short but it was hot :/ i hate being body concious especially in hotter months. i mean i have a good body my boobs are a D cup and im fit but a bus full of guys is just... ugh. i cracked the door open just a bit to see chris was th closest guy to where i was. i dont know why i trusted him so easily, he was just one of them guys that you could feel like you can tell anything to after not knowing him longand it didnt help that he was kinda attractive.  "chris... chris..." i whispered through the little bit in the door i had my head out of. he looked my way and i used my hand in a please come her motion. he got up and wlked over and stood next to the door. "yeah?" "umm thisisreallystupidandstuffbutdoilooklikeaslutinthiswilltheyjudgemeomgisoundlikeanidiot" i said really fast barely above a whisper. "umm what? can i come in?" "yeah come in and i'll tell you" i was honestly  so embarrassed why did i think they'd judge me on what im wearing honestly. i feel like Bella from twilight shes all whiny all the time and not all kick arse take names. " there wasn't muxh room in the bathroom only enough for a toilet, small shower and a sink and mirror. so Chris was pretty close and it made me nervous. "so whats wrong?" "umm you see what I'm wearing. he took a quick glance of my body "yeah" "well umm.. does it look slutty? will they judge me and laugh?" "what? why would you think that. they don't judge anyone on there looks remember that" he said placing a hand on my shoulder " and it doesn't look slutty at all just looks like you don't want to be boiling hot from the heat and honestly what your wearing is kinda cute" omg im flattered but embraassed at the same time. "thanks and okay" Chris opened the door for me and i walked out first. all the guys turned and looked as we both walked out of the bathroom, their minds automatically jumping to the dirtier side of what could hve hppened "well... that was quick. good job chris" i think it was angelo who said it laughing. he obviously ment it in a joking way but it just embarrassed me even more. by now it was about 10 and everyone looked kinda tired so they went to bed. chris' had already done heaps for me so i just went and sat at the bench with my hed on it, i feel like i bother him so im just going to sleep here. " and what are you doing?" i turned my hed still having it in my hands so i could see who it was, chris. "trying to sleep duh" "there?" "no on the moon" "really?" "no" " well your sleeping in my bunk" "who said i'd agree to that?" i said with a cheeky smile  show i was fouling aroud. "well no one but if you dont walk there i'll just have to drag you" "you wouldnt" "oh i would" "fine" i said getting up and walking over to him he led me to his bunk which was a top one. "um, chris?" "yeah"  "how am i supposed to get in im to short" "oh yeah.. sorry" he put his hands on my waist and hoisted me up so i could get in then a second later he got in. i moved right up against the wall so chris had the most room so he could still move around because these bunks are so small. he lied down to so we were face to face and pulled me away from the wall by my waist. "do i scare you?'' "no, why?" "because you were trying to stay far away from me in the bed." "oh no i just did that because its your bunk so i didnt want to taake up any room" "well its our bunk now. so dont worry about that." after a couple of seconds chris broke it " so skyler tell me about yourself" "like what? my whole life ahaha" "well yeah from the beginning" "i dont know.. i've never told anyone i'll probably start crying" " well im a good listener and my middle name isnt tissue for no reason" "hehehe" aww he was trying to lighten the mood "okay but please dont tell anyone?'' "i pinky promise" "