i need friends who i'd risk my own life for
friends that can walk into my house without knocking
ones who i can have the deep conversations with, go on road trips and listen to music, sing to each other
the ones who won't make me feel guilty about stuff
ones who will call me out on my bullshit
i have friends but, they all live far away from me
i want to be with them because they make me really happy
and nothing else really does
i want friends that will hold my hair back when i'm puking my guts out
i want friends who will hug me to make me feel better, so i don't break
i need the friends that will support me in my dreams and goals, and won't try to talk me out it
the ones who i can take those cute ass instagram pictures with
but i can't
why are these people so hard to find
is it so hard to ask
