**Definitely Maybe
Author's note: Ahuh. Now I'm not discriminating guys ^____^v. I just wanna tell a story to show that girls aren't just the ones who become 'tanga' when it comes to pag-ibig XDD. Although this is a girl's story, I'm trying to emphasize the guy's side. After all, it's a songfic. So, I hope you enjoy reading!! ^o^v
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"Hey Katie, come with me!"
"Guess what? I'm gonna take her out tomorrow!!"
"Hey, do you think she'll love this? I think it's cute.."
"What do you think? Do I look good now?"
I remember almost every single thing he said..
How he fell in love with her..
How much he loves her..
How many years he's willing to go wait for her..
"Hey.. Can I have a hug..?"
"Masakit ehh.. Bakit kaya..?"
"I can feel my heart pounding rapidly.. I believed everything she said.."
"I'm still madly in love with her.. How can I get angry at her for so long..?"
How much pain he's getting from loving her..
How he suffers seeing her making out with another guy..
How he cries every night..
And how he dies a little more each time she says "I love you" ..
I remember it all..
And everytime any of his precious tears fall, I was there to catch it all..
Everytime he tells me that his heart breaks, my own breaks a lot much more..
And everytime he tells her "I love you"..
..I'm dying to tell him I love him, too..
Yeah, I'm in love with him too much.. Much, much more than he loves that girl..
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And now I'm standing outside his door, hearing his sobs from the inside.. I knocked, and a fragile voice answered to my call, telling me to come in..
"..Katie.." and then he smiled..
"Umiiyak ka na naman.."
"No, I'm not. I'm just.. no, uhh yeah.. It's just a cold.."
I just smiled..
Lies.. Still smiling when he's hurting so much.. How much more would he suffer for that girl?
"Halika, tabihan mo ako.."
I went beside him, our backs to the face of the wall.. his head to my shoulder..
His heart to that girl.. My heart to him..
"You want me to sing a song..? It'll help.. or you want to get a sleep..?"
"Uhh.. okay.. a song please.."
I sighed, then started singing..
"And how much longer will this keep getting stronger
I wonder what he's doing when I'm singing myself to sleep.."
And then again.. his tears fell.. a teardrop for her.. a teardrop for himself..
"'Cause she's a faker, so see ya later
I wonder when you'll realize that he means a lot more to me.."
He's crying.. his tears falling.. my heart breaking..
"..she loves him definitely maybe.."
Yeah.. She loves him..
..definitely maybe.
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author's note: ohah. haha. :]] actually, this story's for him..
and for me, too.. :]]
-- renishe^^
