the only words you have for me - chris motionless fan fic

chapter 5- turtles are slow, i am slow, therefor i am a llama.

the guys were saying there goodbyes before they left for the party but they had a curfew because we had to leave for the next venue when we played the next show soon. "bye guys" they shut the door and left chris and i alone ready for the on coming movie. "so um what is this movie about?" "mean girls obviously" i put it in and it started playing as soon as the first seen came on i could tell chris lost a bit of interest but i didnt ehehe his fault for letting me choose. after about 30 minutes of the movie i only just noticed how close chris was to me. he had his arm drapped over my shoulder. so close i could feel the heat radiaing off him. the something turned on in my head and i knew that i had a great idea :') "so  umm chriss." "yeah?'' "are you tickelish?" "maybe.." i could tell he was saying that only because he new what i was going to do "oh ok" i leta couple minutes pass then i pounced and jumped onto him so i was straddling him and started to tickle him. he looked suprised but then started wriggling around to get away from me. "your so paying for this" he said in a low scream. omfg run. i jumped off him and ran away but he was to fast and he grabbed me and started tickling me. " ahh noo! chris stop  ahahhaha" gosh darn it i relly need to be faster i got out of his grasp and ran around him but slipped and some how pulled him with me. everything ws kind of a blur till i hit the ground and then being crushed by chris landing on me. he looked at me for a couple second then down to my lips and then back to my eyes for what felt like forever. then the next thing i know he's lowering his head so our fces are only barely centimeters apart looking at me in the yes again and then moving his head closer to mine lightly brushing his lips on mine and then before i could respnd the door opened and in walked the guys coming back from there party. i have the worst luck. "oh sorry we didnt know.." angelo said for all the guys. chris piped up and said " its okay nothing happened we just fell after having a tickle war" "oh ok so umm where back. i'll tell the driver" chris got up and went and spoke with the guys i just got up and dusted myself off. i grabbed my pijamas andwent to the bathroom and had a shower rubbing away the thoughts of my past revealing myself into the broken peices i am. fter i got out i got into my pijamas it was kind of cold tonight so i wore my boxers gain but an oversized grey jumper that was so big it looked like i wasnt wearing pants but it was so warm.  i stared into the mirror and looked at myself. who am i? ive seen stuff no one should ever have to. ive lived things no one should ever have to, but im only broken on the inside despite my scars. i lifted up my shirt to see my scars reminding me of how i got here. the truth is i dont know who i am anymore

i walked out of the bathroom to see the guys sitting around chatting.i wonder if chris did actually tell them what happened? i dont know but i dont care i know i like him.  "hey guys" "hey sky were sorry about before" "its all good nothing was happening" "okay, its pretty late im going to bed." one after another they slowly left chris and i alone. "are you going to bed chris?" "yeah, you coming?" "yeah" he walked over to me and grabbed my waist from behind and walked me to the bunk and hoisted me in like last night and then him getting in. "night." "whats wrong sky? did i do something?" "no. im just tired night." "nighty night" after that i just drifted to sleep.