Accept my heart

Feelings

Soon the photoshoot started. Everyone was paired: Vkook, jiminHoseokSuga and Namjin.
All of them had to split up and have to pose in different backgrounds. Vkook's chemistry was so good that the cameraman was praising them a lot. Tae was very pleased to be praised and kept on doing his best when his  eyes laid on Jin and Rm. Both of them was having great time for their shooting and no wonder they were good at it. Taehyung couldn't help but smile seeing his hyungs being so happy and doing great."Rm and Jin looks like a couple . They look so great. No wonder they're shipped together as Namjin." a stylist suddenly chuckled. Namjin didn't take it seriously as they played along with the joke. "Yes,we do right! '' they exclaimed while holding each other into their arms and smile to the camera.At that time Taehyung couldn't stay still, he clenched his fist to calm himself down but eventually rushed to them as he pulled Jin close to him separating the guys who were holding into each other. "Hyung is mine! I love him the most. We have better chemistry, right stylist noona!" Taehyung smiled while hugging his Jin hyung tight, so tight that Jin was almost out of breath.
"Stop it Tae, Let go of me! You're suffocating me, don't you see we're in a middle of a photoshoot!" Jin uttered as he brushed Tae away from him.
"Jin, you don't have to be so rude, it's okay we gonna continue our photoshoot. Let it go." the director said. Tae was really frustrated by the response of his hyung. He held his tears and went back to his photoshoot.
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Seokjin POV.
Damn it! I really messed it up. I shove my anger on Taehyung. The latter must be really hurt. I really didn't mean to be so rude to him. It's just that lately I've been really stressed out. The fact that we're growing more internationally I'm getting more insecure as an idol. I have to keep a good image which might be quite challenging for me. I need to apologise to him.
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*Time lapse*
06 00 pm
Taehyung POV
I couldn't hold myself today! I don't know why I got so jealous. And I made Seokjin hyung so mad...well maybe he'll never know how him being angry at me breaks my heart.
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*Someone knocks at Tae's dorm*
"Taehyung-ahh, it's me Seokjin hyung. I'm coming in,'' Jin said in a soft voice as he entered the room. Taehyung was so upset with him that he didn't even look at him." Oh... Com'on Tae, don't be upset with me, you know I can't see you sad especially because of me. It breaks my heart. You know what? let's go with me we''ll be going to the art room and make some paintings together. I know you'll feel better." Jin held Tae's hand headed together to the art room.
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*Time lapse*
07 00pm
"Jin hyung, it's almost one hour we' ve trying to paint something. I don't feel good let's head to our dorm."
"Tae... I'm sorry I really do.... I was so rude with you back then. I sincerely didn't mean to hurt you because I know you were playing around to keep a nice atmosphere and not a tiring one and to make us feel better..." Jin answered as his face became sadder and pale.
" Hyung... Look at me," Taehyung murmured as he put some paint on his face.
" You've such a handsome face don't let it become pale...,Now it's even more colorful right?," Tae said as he winked at him and put some more paint on Seokjin's  cheeks.
"So my dear Tae, it's paint fight! '' Seokjin chuckled as both started throwing paint at each other. The wall and furniture were stained with paint but the smile and happiness on their face made the room fill with an extraordinary atmosphere. They were lost in their own world as usual. It was not the first time that when they stay together they seem to have their own world where no one other than them can understand or enter.
After some joyous moment, both of them were tired and they laid down on the floor.
Their clothes and face tainted with multiple colors they stared at the ceiling.
"Taehyung, you know what I think I'm the happiest when I'm spending time with you." Jin said as they  looked at each other. "Lately, I'm not really feeling o...!" Taehyung suddenly cut off Jin's words with a kiss.
Jin was shocked with his eyes wide opened, he tried to separate himself from Taehyung. But the latter pulled him closer as he kissed him even more passionately. He then stopped. And as jin was trying to get up, Tae sat over him and pinned him down on the floor. "Seokjin hyung, I can't hold it anymore. It's unbearable. I can't hide it anymore. I love you." as Tae forced another kiss to Jin, his hands brushing off jin's hair. He started unbuttoning Jin's shirt, his hands rolling down his chest with the paint spreading all around his upper body. Seokjin fought back and eventually was able to push Taehyung away and got up quickly.
"Taehyung, I hope you Know what you're doing..." Jin said with a trembling voice as he gulped. Taehyung then came to his senses and realized that he acted impulsively even though he really had romantic feelings for Jin and he started crying and shouted in a panicking voice." Jin hyung!... Hyung! I'M SORRY... I..."
Seokjin didn't lose any time grabbed Tae's hand and headed together to the bathroom.
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Unrequited Love can sometimes make one uncontrollable and give room to impulsiveness leading to obsessive & unhealthy behaviors....