Said It Would Never Be.....

......Cut Cut Cut

Laurens POV

About a hour later i grabbed my little hygiene bag and walked into the bathroom. Locked the door. Got my razor and finally just Cut Cut and more Cut Cut Cut. I got a call from my mom and answered. "Mom i did it again" then hung up and im guessing she called August because he ran in the room and yelled stop so many times.

"Baby stop please stop i didnt mean it i promise." I opened the door and he walked in. "Why? Why do you do this to yourself...huh? Tell me why babe just tell me why!!" I looked down grabbed the backup razor and cut cut cut right in front of him. "Stop stop stop stop stop just stop" I started feeling paranoid and out of nowhere passed out.

*Hospital*

August POV

"Mr.Alsina she seems to be fine" the nurse told me as she handed my 5 more razors. "These were found hidden on her. You should throw them away right away"

"Thank you umm can i see her"

"Yes got to room 367 she should be awake. Heres the keys" she gave me the keys and all i kept repeating was this is the worst night in my life. I walked in to see her on her phone scrolling down on something.

"Hey im so-"

"Dont- save it Lauren im just glad your alive. You keep extras and why."

"August i just do it. I done it for about 4 years now my skin doesnt have scars but i do bleed. Baby i will quit. I promise. I probably made this night a living hell." She starts crying I cant help but comfort her. I climbed into her bed and laid directly on top of her. "Your hurting me babe get up"

"Nope because we both could of died today. And besides im comfortable arent you??"

"No baby just lay next to me" I kept saying huh what you say over and over until she pushed me off of her bed. "August the nurse is knocking ler her in" I let the nurse in who walked slow past me then bent over knowing dang well her skirt would go up showing half her butt. She picked up her pen looked at me and bit her lip.

"Aye lady you is ugly so stop tryna get me go find somebody who want you. Oh also find a longer skirt and keep them nasty ass teeth in your mouth and you need some perfume smelling like wolf coochie and cow nuts." Lauren laughed and the nurse told her that she can leave tonight. The nurse walked past me and looked me up and down. "What...ew get them things you called eyebrows waxxed apart. Shid i will pay"

"Mr.Alsina i appreciate that-"

"Damn shut up you burning my nose hairs no wonder your teeth look like they look. You heard of a dentist. Go see one and close ya mouth" I slammed the door and Lauren was laughing hard as hell. "What??"

"You stupid but its true tho." She signaled for me to come over and kissed me. "Lets get outta here"

*Home*

"Baby im sleepy. Come lay with me papi." Lauren said laying in my bed. I laughed at her and shook my head no. "Papi i mean daddy i mean baby damn i mean August come on stop playing with me boyy"

"Aint nobody playin" i laughed and told her. I was really tryna see why she wanted to harm her beautiful light skin. "Bab-" I look over and see Lauren sleep. Really.

Laurens POV

I played like i was sleep "Bab-" i heard him about to call me but you know i was sleeping.