That Perfect Moment (COMPLETED)

/11/ her moment

( Len's pov: )

Napatingin ako sa lalaking nakatayo sa harapan ng aking pinto habang nag hihintay na matapos ako mag ayos ng srili

Its already Monday and today is our exam day's as well , he took my hand and fixed his fingers between mine before dragging me to the elevator

Kahit na ilang beses ko nang nahahawakan ang kamay nya hindi ko parin mapigilang mapangiti sa tuwing tila ba inaangkin nga ito

Its as if we're one and he's telling everyone who See's us that i am his

Kahit na we're not in an official relationship , di naman ako manhid pero alam ko na hindi ko dapat pinapangunahan ang nararamdaman nya

I mean would he kiss me everytime my mind went blank and own those soft thin lips of his?

Or siguro nga assuming lang talaga ako , these past few day gulong gulo ang isip about our position in each other's life

What am i to him? And what is he to me? I know my feelings but im still not that sure , ayoko rin naman sabihin sakanya ang nararamdaman ko na kahit ako ay naguguluhan

Pero i know , deep inside of me, umaasa ako , every fiber of my body is slowly falling and hoping na may sasalo 

" Hey len? You can enter the car now , may nakalimutan ka ba? " I looked at his tantalizing eyes , his proud nose and stubborn chin , plus his gentle personality , how can i not fall to these man?

Is that even possible? Na hindi ma fall sa lalaking to? I feel him invading every par and pieces of me pero kahit ganon , i can't stop him and my everything screams his name everytime i look in his eyes and hear his manly voice like a music to my ear
" Sorry may iniisip lang , im fine lets go "

Napa hinga nalang ako nang malalim habing nakatingin sa daan na aming binabaybay patungo sa eskwelahan

Do i even deserve these man's care ? Simula nang dumating ako dito i feel like im nothing but a trouble for him, kahit ako naminsan ang mismong may kasalan sya pa ang gumagawa ng paraan para mag kaayos kami and it feels so unfair

Nakarating kami sa school nang hindi masyadong nag uusap , he walked me to our degree building and bid me good bye

Naglakad ako patungo sa direksyon ng aming habang napapabuntong hininga , why am i even thinking about these right now? I have a test to answer later but instead of thinking about my grades that could fail because of these stupid feelings , im thinking about him

Matamlay akong umupo sa aking upuan ang nginodngod ang sarili sa table ko

Oh God in heaven please help me , hindi ko na po alam ang gagawin ko , my heart keeps falling and my body keeps moving in there own , aren't they supposed to do what i want them to?

Pero bat ganon? My desires are growing more and more , my heart is falling and falling everytime i see that soft and caring looks from his Hazel brown eyes , na parang onting onti nalang , hindi hindi na ulit ako makaka alis kung saan ako nahuhulog

" Earth to these beautiful lady name len? Pansinin mo naman ako, kanina pa ako dada ng dada dito pero parang multo lang ung kausap ko ah, ok ka lang ba? Is there any problem? "

I gave out a deep sigh before pulling my self and and facing vern " nothing much , ano ba ung sinasabi mo?  , By the way , good morning "

She moved her seat closer to me and have my back a pat , baliw talga tong babaeng to but in these times? I really appreciate her being here for me
" Is it franz? May nangyare ba kahapon? Nag tatampo ka ba kasi di kita sinipot? Or kinakabahan ka lang sa test?"