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☆ *･゜ﾟ･* Chapter 55 *･゜ﾟ･* ☆

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Author POV

The Christmas holidays ended, everyone already went back to school. Jisung and Y/n have been dating for 1 month now and the boys finally stopped teasing them everyday but they still do a little when there is an occasion.

It was soon Jisung birthday, the month of January was going to end soon. For his birthday, Y/n wanted to give him something really special. She was walking with Haechan down the streets, on their way to go to school.

Haechan: Y/n-aaaah

She hummed

Haechan: What are you going to do for Jisung's birthday?

Y/n: *pout* I want to do something special for him... but I still don't know what...

Haechan: Do you want any help with it?

Y/n: Naaah, I want to find it by myself

Haechan: *shrug* If you want to

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Y/n was in the hallway talking to Taehyun, Beomgyu wasn't here and Yeonjun And Soobin too. So it was only Taehyun, HueningKai and Y/n. Haechan was with Jeno and Mark already, waiting for the others to arrive.

Y/n: I will walk around before going to class see you later guys!

Taehyun: Don't be late then!

Y/n: I won't!

Y/n POV

I made my way to the garden, but when I arrived I spotted Beomgyu sitting on the bench alone, he looked kinda sad...

Y/n: Beomgyu..?

Beomgyu: O-oh Y/n?

Y/n: What happened Gyu? Why are you sad?

Beomgyu: I..

Y/n: You don't want to talk about it, right?

Beomgyu: I don't want to but I feel like I need to...

Y/n: Are you sure..?

Beomgyu: Yes...

Y/n: Then tell me, I promise I won't say anything and I won't judge you!

Beomgyu: I... I like you Y/n-ah...

When he said that I felt my heart immediately aching

Y/n: I-

Beomgyu: But I know you love Jisung... not me, I wanted to tell you because I wanted to.. I don't know.. I just thought that it would help me to move on properly..

Y/n: I'm sorry... I'm sorry.. I've hurt you... I didn't knew-

Beomgyu: You don't have to be sorry about something I did. I'm the one who like you, not otherwise. But now I guess that I need to move on... I just hope that it won't affect our friendship...

Y/n: Don't worry.. we're still friends and we will continue to be.. even if I know that you had a crush on me

Beomgyu: Thank you Y/n..

He got up and looked at me like it was the last time we will see each other, it's not a goodbye... right? He started walking away looking down..

Y/n: B-beomgyu!

He stopped in his tracks, still back facing me

Y/n: It's not a goodbye right..?

He suddenly turned around, he was now facing me and I could see his eyes, tearing up but he still managed to give me a smile