MATTIA | EVELYN
"hello?"
"hey."
"is this the girl i talked to last time?"
"yeah, it is."
"whats your name?"
"i don't think i-"
"whats your name?"
"it's evelyn."
"nice to meet you, evelyn. i'm mattia."
"what makes you call again? anything you need to take off your chest?"
"i want to end it, but no ones stopping me so why not, right? you do only live once."
"please don't do that, mattia. you are worth living for, you have a purpose. it just takes time to realize that purpose."
"it's always the same thing. "purpose", it's been over 2 years and i haven't found that bullshit of a purpose."
"i'm sorry you feel that way.. i know it feels like the end of the world right now, but this is just a stage in you life that you will have to overcome."
"my world has already crumbled, and i lost faith in my future, so has my dad. so whats the point?"
"please, just-"
"i have nothing to lose, evelyn. i hate everything about me, and everyone hates everything about me. i have NO ONE! no one is here to give me love when i need it, you know how fucking hurtful that shit is? keep in mind i lost the most important person in my life to suicide, and everything went down hill at that point."
"my heart aches of pain everyday and no one seems to care. i'm a worthless person, people have shown me i do not deserve to live anymore. the concept of living tires me more and more everyday, and i'm such a weak piece of shit for it. i hate my life so much, evelyn. if i could live someone elses life, i would 100% do that with no hesitation. so please, do me a fucking favor and stop acting like you care because YOU FUCKING DON'T!"
*call has ended*
these are genuienly so bad i apologize :(
-cia 🐰
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𝐒𝐔𝐈𝐂𝐈𝐃𝐀𝐋. | mattia polibio
Teen Fiction"you made me feel what no other girl could make me feel." I DON'T SUPPORT MATTIA ANYMORE. um hi, read. idea credits go to @acidmattia ! mattia fan fic :p
