Try Again

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Vanny POV:

        Harry Styles just called me and if it gets any worst im going to get coffee with him. I hate him so much. It takes a lot for me to dis-like some one but some how Harry managed to do it. I guess i should tell something about my self. Everything started from the day i was born.

FlashBack:

     I sat up the hospital bed waiting for the doctor to come in and tell me what was left of me. Weather i was going to live my life in pain or just like everyone else. My heart beat faster and faster i was only 10. But i been through more then some people who are 50 have gone through. I was diagnosed with leukemia my child hood life was never easy. I stopped going to school because the kids made fun of me because i was loosing hair from chemo. I never thought it would happen to me. The only people in the world i ever trust were parents. When the doctor came in he looked me and then at my parents. I was scared i didn't know weather i was going to live or if i still have this disease slowly killing me. All i ever wanted was to be normal to feel like everyone else but i never could.

    People will never understand what it's like to be me to be so young but have to be strong enough to get through it all. He looked down at his papers and smiled. "It's over your done its gone Vanny." I cried i couldn't believe it after 3 years of fighting it off and enduring all the pain it was gone i was normal or so i thought. My mother fell to her knees and cried and cried. I thanked god for this because i promised from that day on that when i got older all i want to do was make sure no other child felt like i did. And that's exactly what i did. I was interning at a hospital. And meet this 7 years old girl named Sophia she was beautiful she was just like me when i was younger. She was orphan her parents were drug addicts and the police took her away. Every single day she's cry her self to sleep. She'd tell me that she felt like she was a monster that one wanted her.

    After chemo she'd come back to her room and just lie down. She loved One Direction when she would cry i'd put them on and shed just dance around and have fun. So when i talked to my super viziers about bringing them to the hospital she said she try her best. And like an answer to prayers they said yes. When i told Sophia she lit up. On the day they were suppose to come she was so happy. "I can't wait to meet Harry look i made him this." She handed me a paper and as i read it i almost cried it said. I don't have hair to flip but i hope i can still overwhelm you. Niall, Liam, Zayn, and Louis all came on time. They meet all the kids and they all had fun. Sophia was glad to meet them but still really wanted to meet Harry. Then he came but there was only 15 minutes left for their visit. Sophia didn't get to meet him.

    That night Sophia cried even more. "The one thing i wanted to do before i die was meet Harry Styles when i had the chance he didn't want to meet me."She began to cry. "That's not true he was late and didn't have time." She looked up at me. "No he didn't want to meet me because im ugly and a bold freak no one wants me." I held her. "That's not true i want you Sophia stop saying that." I hugged her and when she finished crying she fell asleep. When i came in to work the next day i walked into Sophia's room first like i always do. But she didn't have a heart beat and she wasn't breathing. She had died there was nothing i could do. She had something in her hand it was the poster she had made for Harry. The poster she never got to give him. I cried and took the poster from her dead hands. 

End of FlashBack

     When i finished getting ready i got into the car and drove to Starbucks. I was on time and just waited for him to get here. He was late yet again urg if he only knew how much i hated when people were late but i had good reason. I got tired of waiting so i got my coffee and sat down again. When i finished my coffee and he still wasn't here i couldn't take it i walked out of the coffee shop angry. Then i pumped into some guy. "im sorry i'm late i have to meet a girl," He paused and looked at me. "Vanny?" Yup he remembered me but the thing was i wasn't sure wether i wanted him to. Maybe saying yes to coming here was a bad idea. It brings back all the bad memorise. "No im sorry you have the wrong person." He let go of my arm and i started walk away.

    I thought i was home free but of course it didn't work out like i thought. "Excuse me miss." I looked back it was one of the workers. "Yes?" He held out my wallet. "Are you Vanny?" Harry was right there. I couldn't say no it had all my money in it. "Yes thank you very much." I took and tried to make a break for it but Harry caught me. "Why did you say you weren't you." I looked at him dead in the eye. I had so much anger in me. I could of punched him right then but i wouldn't. "You seriously don't remember do you?" He shook his head. "I'm sorry did i do something wrong?" He Obviously did something Wrong why else would i be so angry. Knowing that to him a girl who's dieing wish was to meet and she couldn't and died  wasn't enough for him remember just got me angry.

    "Are you serious are you that stupid and careless do you even know, how you know me or why know me."  He shook his head no. "does it matter if i remember?" He asked. Of course it does. "I don't have time for you i have to go." I got out of his clutch and walked to my car he ran be hind me. "Can we talk about this we agreed for a cup of coffee you just can't leave can we talk about?" I closed the door. And started to drive away. As i looked in my review mirror nothing could be worst He followed me. This kid isn't going to give up is he.

Harry POV:

        Why did she randomly get so angry. I wasn't going to let her walk away i had to know.We pulled up to what i thought was her house we got out of our cars at the same times. "Wait please just talk to me." I said while running after her. "Why should i talk to you if you don't even care?" She stopped and i caught up to her. "Im sorry i don't remember i don't know what i did wrong im sorry." She looked at me and i saw the look of disguise. "No your not." I grabbed her arm. "Please just tell me what i did wrong." She looked me dead in the eye. "Do you really want to know?" I nodded. "Fine come in." She jolted her arm out of my grasp.

      When i went inside her house was pretty normal and we sat on the couch. "Do you remember when you came late to a hospital visit you were having with some kids?" I actually did. But why was that so important. "Yea so?" When i said that i saw the anger fill her but she tried to contain her self. "You didn't get to meet all the kids." Why did she care so much. "Why do you care so much about that?" She clenched her fist. "Some of those kids really loved you but you didn't even care enough to come on time like everyone else." I still didn't understand why it made her so angry. "A lot of people don't get to meet us its not our fault." She was about to kill me i saw it in her eyes. "But it was your fault do you even know what kind of hospital that was?" I shook my head no. "It was a children's hospital for kids with cancer." My eyes widen i started feel a little bad but why was she so attached.

     "There millions of kids with cancer who have never met us what makes them different." She got up. And went to a cabinet next to us. She took out a paper it was wrinkly and old. When i unfolded it. It said I dont  have hair to flip but i hope i can still overwhelm you. "Whats this?" She took a deep breath tears feel down her face. "Her name was Sophia she died clutching this piece of paper she cried her self to sleep that night, the night you were late and she couldn't meet you, you know her dieing wish was to meet you guess she could have it." She paused ad wiped a tear. "AND IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT!"

      How could forget something like this. I remember i had been with my mom it was our last day there and i was saying good bye. I felt really bad but still, why did she care so much about this one girl. "I didn't get to see allot of kids that day why do you care so much about her?" She took the paper out of my hand and put it back in the cabinet. "None of your business."

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    A/N So sorry if you thought Naomi and JAi were going to be in this chapter. I needed Harry to find a girl and i thought this was cute. I know it's sad i hope you guys like it please comment vote fan me and keep reading also please follow me on twitter @naomi_horan_1 Thanks

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