A faithful encounter (Tomura Shigaraki x Reader lemon)

Embrace

"I am SO sorry, I didn't know, I shouldn't have done that! But please just let me heal you, you will be able to leave in no time, I swear." He just stared at you, his glowing red eyes seemingly piercing through your soul. "Are – Are you going to kill me?" you asked, looking down at the floor. "I don't just kill anybody, so don't give me a reason. How does your healing quirk work?", he asked. "Well, I have to put my arms around you and as soon as you're in my embrace I can transfer part of my energy to your body to heal you.", you tried to keep your explanation short, so he wouldn't get annoyed. He didn't say anything to that for an uncomfortable amount of time. You started to get hot from this tension, but you didn't feel like it was appropriate to move right now, let alone take off any of your clothes.

"Hmm... lucky for you, my regeneration is not working, so you can really be of assistance right now.", he said finally. "Do it.".

Up until now you hadn't thought about how uncomfortable it might be to just hug and get so up close to him, but it's way too late to back down now. He was still laying down on the couch and so you positioned yourself in front of him, awkwardly reaching your arms around him. As you do so, you explain: "It doesn't hurt, but it gets a little uncomfortable while your wound is closing up, and you might get tired afterwards because it does take some of your energy too." He looks straight into your eyes as you come closer to him, shoving your arms between his back and the couch. 

"What's your name?", you were taken aback by that question, you would have never thought he would care about that. 

"(Your name)", you stutter. 

He didn't say anything to that, so you continued what you were doing. It didn't really feel weird anymore, he felt warm, even though you didn't really know why you expected him to feel cold. You laid your hands flat on his back, pressing your body against his. The pose was not very comfortable, but it would do. You closed your eyes and started transferring some of your energy to him. He groaned at the discomfort and suddenly you felt his arms around your back as well, pulling you even closer. You don't use your power often, since you are no hero, so this was unusual, even more so since you didn't really have a lot of physical interaction with anyone since your parents died. It felt nice to be honest. 

The process took longer than expected and you started panting from the strain it put on you. He started to smirk because he seemed to somehow enjoy the sounds you made. "This should be enough...", you say, still catching your breath. The wound closed up completely as if there hadn't been a deep cut a couple of minutes ago. You tried to pull away from him, but his arms didn't release you. 

"Did you hear me? Your wound should be all healed now.", after you said that his grip loosened, and you were able to sit back up in front of him on the table. "That felt good actually, you seem to have a useful quirk there.", as he said that, he too managed to sit back up on the couch. He moved his face closer to yours, stopping just a few inches before your lips would meet. 

"Are you scared of me?", he asked. You shook your head. His eyes are locked on yours, following your every move. "Good, because even though I don't have to, I still want to show that I can be grateful". 

'What the hell does he mean by that' you think, as you feel some sort of tension form between the two of you, but you were still unsure on how to act around him. He doesn't seem evil at all, like he just puts that act up to get respected. 

You seemed to have been in thought for a while, he interrupts this by asking: "Do you have some bandages?", "Uhm, sorry, yes sure! Wait a second.". You get up and go to the bathroom to get your first aid kit. You hand it to him, he takes out some bandages, as well as some adhesive strips and hands them to you. "Can you put these around my pinkies? Just so I don't accidentally kill you." He laughs. Not knowing if he was joking or not, you nod and do exactly what he had asked you to. Afterwards he holds up his hands in front of him to inspect your work, "Thanks, that should do the job.". You nod again, still kinda confused. He then looks directly at you; his expression seems a little softer now. 

"You sure are interesting, not a lot of people stand to be so close to me, you know I could kill you in an instant if I placed all five fingers of one hand on your body. The only thing preventing that now is this bandage.", he explains. You gathered your courage and said:" Well, if you wanted to kill me, then I sure as hell would be dead right now, right?". He had to laugh at that. "You're smart too, huh? What do you feel if I do this?", after saying that he placed one hand under your chin, bringing his face even closer to yours. You get goosebumps on your whole body right away, but it's not from fear, his touch felt good and you wanted more for some reason. "I don't mind it, I feel fine really."

"Oh, you do?", he says and his fingers trail down your neck to your collarbone.

This was such a weird situation to be in, yet you felt the urge to kiss him.

"I haven't been able to touch someone like this in forever, the way you excite me, makes me want to go a little further", his eyes wandered from my eyes down to my lips.

Unable to think straight everything you could say was "Then do it.", you feel like you have never sounded so serious in your whole life. And with that...