Meant to Be....Why Me?

C17.............

Today is Friday and let me tell you this week took forever just to get to this day.

All this week Devin have been trying to get  my attention. But I would only act like I didn't notice. He tried apologizing but I would just shake my head and walk away. Today he asked me if I wanted to go out to the movies with him as if I would ever go out with him after the incident that happen the first time. Devin just doesn't get that I don't want to talk to him ever again.

He came off as such a nice person but now I see him as the worst person in thee world. Well not the worst person, I already have a number one. My biotical father.

He left my mom when I was only two. After he left I had to live with my mom for another two years. When he left my mom was a reek. She use to be a bright, pretty, outgoing mother. But that all change when he left.

Eventually the school found out about my mothers drinking problem. And before I knew it I ended up in foster care. Period point blank.

I would never forgive him. because the last time I saw him was the day he left. I will always hate him for leaving us. Just look what he did to my mother.

Even though most of the time she was a dunking mess I still loved her because she struggled to keep me and struggled to support me. She will always be my mother. Always and forever.

 "Hello Alyssa! Are you still there?" Sierra said waving her hand in front of my face.

Sierra was sleeping over today and then on Sunday I was going to help her move in down the street.

"Umm...yeah" I said snapping out of it.

"Sure you were. You know all this week you've been day dreaming or going into lala land. And if you ask me it's getting a tad bit annoying." she said fixing her hair in the mirror.

"Well I was just thinking, I wasn't in lala land. Maybe more of day dream. But defiantly not in lala land. When people say lala land the first thing I think of is a crazy person in correctional facilities." I said hopping off of the bed and going to my dresser.

"Well you should probably be in a correctional facilities." She said pulling her curling iron out of her bag and then plugging it in on one side of dress.

"What are you doing?" I asked her referring to the curling iron.

"What does it look like." she said as if it was obvious

"I know why are you curling your hair."

"I'm not curling my hair. I'm curling you hair." she said

"Why"

"I don't know. It was the first thing that came to mind now sit down and relax. When I'm done with your hair and make up your going to look gorgeous." she said pulling a chair behind me and then forcing me to sit in it.

"Wait, I never said anything about putting make up on me." I said getting up.

"Well guess what I did." she said forcing me to sit back down.

"You know I hate make up Sierra." I wined as I got up again.

"Trust me I won't even look like you're warring make up when I'm done. Now stop getting up." she said getting annoyed.

"Fine but once your done I'm taking it all off." I said sitting back down.

"Fine, by me trust me you won't forget it." she said.

"Ok now you could look at the master piece that I created." Sierra said pulling me off of the chair in to the mirror.

But once we got there I closed my eye so I wouldn't see my reflection.

"I like it" I said with my eye still closed.

"Alyssa how could you see it if your eyes are closed?!" she said shaking my shoulders.

"Trust me this is my best work yet." she said as I heard a smile in her voice.

"Fine, just one glance and then I'm taking it off." I said

"OK" she said excitedly.

I open my eye and got  glimpse of my reflection in the mirror. But then I had to take a second look but this time I starred at myself in amazemantt.

My hair which was natural curly was in long dropped curls that went down my back. My bangs were sweptthe side and curled. My make up didn't even look like I was warring make up but I could still tell that I was.

I had mascara and eyeliner on that brought out my brown eyes. Then I had a light coat of light pink lip gloss on that made my lips look fuller.

I couldn't pull my glaze away from the mirror and I think Sierra noticed because she started to laugh at me.

When I finally did I hit Sierra in the arm as she calmed down a little.

"What was that for?" she asked hitting me back.

"That's is for make me look so pretty." I said hitting her back.

"You were always beautiful Alyssa." she said hitting me even this time harder.

"Sure, I was ok but not this pretty." I said hitting her harder.

She hit me back and then I hit her back.  It cotinued for a while until we where on the floor basically kicking each other and laugh at our selves.

Me and Sierra have a weird friendship. I thought to myself.

"Hey now. If your going to fight fair." I van side walking into the room and then helping us up.

This is the fifth time I saw Ivan this week but something about him today was different. When I got up to my feet he reached for Sierra's hand and was starring into her eyes with a look that looked so close to love.

I looked at Sierra and she was starring into his eyes to and blushing. Huh? What's going on with them? I asked myself as I saw Nickolas walk in.

I looked at Sierra and Ivan and then he looked at me. When he looked at me his eye we glowing and then he smile at me.

" You look amazing" he said pulling me into a bear hug as he tugged on to one of my loose curls.

"I know Sierra made me look pretty." I said gesturing to her.

They were still starring at each other and I kind felt uncomfortable. It's like they're acting as if no one else is in the room but them two.

"You don't need at this to look beautiftul. Your are beautiful with or with out it." he said kissing my cheek. Him saying those word made me blush. I loved that he made me feel specail about myself.

Then he look at Sierra and Ivan and they were still in their trance. It was kind of strange watching them and I think Nickolas was think the same thing I was think when he pulled me out of the room slowly.

I bet they wouldn't even notice that we were gone.

When we were out of the room  I turned to Nickolas and asked him.

"what was that about.?"

"What about?" He said looking down at me.

"Them. Sierra and Ivan. It's like they're in some sort of trance." I said as he lead us down stair and into the living room.

"I don't know" he said but I think he wasn't telling the truth but I just let it go I'll find out sooner or later. 

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