did you forget? ((harry styles fanfic))

chapter one.

-two years ago-

Earlier today harry asked me if i could come over because he needed to tell me something, so i got in my car annd drove over to his house, i didnt knock because i praticly lived here,

i went up to harrys room, "hhey"i said "what did you want to talk to me about?"

he smiled "this year im going to audition for xfactor!" he sounded so excited and happy "plus i want you to help me pick a song and rehurse"

my heart sunk to the bottom of my stomach, it felt like my world just came to an end. harry was my bestfriend, the love of my life, my everything. he didnt know how i felt and he would find out.

"laur? did you hear me?" i shook my head "well i said im going to be leaving for the audition in 2weeks and if i get through ill be gone abit longer" he repeated,

"okay"i whispered "i have to go" he looked at me strangly then replyed with "okay, call me later, love you" i was half way out his door and looked back "love you too" and faked smiled,

i ran downstairs and out the door, unlocked my car doors got in and drove home. i stormed into my house and ran as fast as i could up the stairs, i had to be in my room before i broke down, no one could see me like this, i felt bad i was being so selfish,

this is his dream and i cant get in the way of that i thought to myself, i cant do this to him, i was going to have to pretend till he leaves.

harry is my rock, the only person i trust, my parents are never here. all my other friends i lost contact with when i moved here, plus i am an only child, so when he leaves i have noone, great just great.

-one week later-

"...but isnt she lovely made from love" harry finished up practicing for the day, we had finally picked a song for his auditon. only one week to go and its killing me so much. "you did good today" i said, "thanks, i guess i just rreally want this"he replyed.

-one day before harry leaves for audition-

he leaves tomorrow, tonight im staying at his house because i want to speand as much time as i can with him before he leaves me.

i gathered my things and drove to harry's, when i got to his place he was waiting outside.

"your here!!"he yelled as he ran over to hug me,

"hello to you too"i laughed through his hug,

"i missed you a bunch!"he said,

"i saw you yesterday?" i stated,

"still" he looked sad for a moment, "i dont know what im going to do without you"

"me niether"i whispered loud enough for him to hear me,

"lets go inside, its cold"he said

i followed him inside

"wanna watch a movie?"he asked

"sure"i replyed "ill make some popcorn yeah?"

he went over to where all the movies were and looked through them, pulled some out and dug to the back of them, pulled out a movie and came over to me

"this one"he said grinning, i looked up to see the movie i hid one night because i am terrified of...paranormal activity.

i spent most of the time hiding in harrys chest,or his arms, maybe a pillow. everytime i did something like that he would laugh.. and i would playfully punch him.

after the movie, we went upstairs, i went to the bathroom to get changed well he did whatever, when i came out i hoped into bed, and he layed next to me,

"im going to miss you.." i said

"im gonna miss you too"he looked like what was happening just hit him and he realize what is going to happen tomorrow.

"your gonna do great haz"i smiled,

"i hope so"he said,

we carried on talking about random things untill we fell asleep.

the morning arrived to quickly, we got up and got ready to say our goodbyes.

i was going with him to his audition to support him, the drive there was qutie, it was early and we were tired.

when we got there he signed up and we waited he went in for his audition and got through, i was so happy for him!

"good job"i said hugging him

"thank you"he said

"your gonna be great"i sighed "i have to go, i have a job interview"

"okay, good luck, bye call me later, ill text you!" he said happily

"bye, love you"i whispered hugging him one last time,

"love you to"he said as he kissed my cheek.

after that i left and went home, i lied about the job thing, i just couldnt bear to watch him leave, i sat in my room going through all the photos we had taken together over the time of our friendship, he truly was my bestfriend.

but i loved him, and he will never know.

for the rest of the day i just sat in my room eating, crying and feeling bad for myself, i've never been without him before, i felt selfish for feeling bad for myself, this was a good thing for him.

i thought, then my phone lit up with a text from harry,

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*hey!! i miss you already, how'd the interview go?*

"i miss you too, and i didnt get it"

*ohh boo, dont worry you'll get the next one*

"yeah, so whats going on?"

*not much love, just meeting the other contestants, what about you? anything exciting*

"just watching tv,nothing very exciting"

after that i waited for a reply, but none.. ten minutes pasted nothing, 20..nothing.. untill an hour later saying

*im going to bed, good night laur, misss and love you :) xxoo*

"okay night, miss and love you too, oxox :)"

then i shut my phone of and went to sleep.