My Little Secret

Reckless and the Brave

I wake up early the next morning with a smile on my face as I see a tired face next to mine and I peck his lips once as I remember what it was like before the accident. I make coffee and make a quick scream as I feel a pair of hands poke me in my tickleish spot and I quickly turn around as he forces my lips on his. I back off "coffee?" he smiles and takes it without question.

"Did we really have sex?" he asks me "or was it just a REALLY good dream". I dont know what to say so I give him a quick kiss on his lips. "It was real".

We hear the doorbell ring. "Its open!" he yells. In comes Jack, "goodmoring sex animals, oh shit! did you tell him?" Jack asked me, "yeah I told him". Alex hugs me from behind and locks his hand onto mine.

Jack looks at Alex with a weird look on his face and me being me I ask whats going on. "Nothing" I hear from both of them. "Seriously whats going on".

Alex pulls me in to him as Jack walks out "use condoms!" I hear him yell out the door. Im confused and dont know what exactly is going on when Alex takes me and carries me up the stairs on his shoulder. I have no idea what their planning.

He takes out a CD they did and shows me his songs. Im amused at the way he looks at me while listening to the songs he wrote. "Im going on tour with the guys and were going for almost 9 months. All I can do is feel my smile turn into a frown. Is this it then? Is he gonna find someone new to replace me? He looks at me, but he's still smiling.

"Confused" I tell him. "Im going on tour with the guys and Im better so its not dangerous and you'll never get the best part, I want you to come with us". I look up at his beautiful, enthusiastic eyes and hear myself say "I can't".

He's quiet for a second and laughs "that was a joke but seriously you can go with me".

"I can't" I repeat. He looks cofused and upset. I felt kinda bad and told him I needed to take care of my sisters and I can't just walk away from my family like that. His sadness grew and by that time we were both sitting on the bed, we were both on the middle but he was on the pillow side. I didn't feel like I was helping by sitting there doing nothing so I got on my knees and hands and took his face so it would face mine and I kissed him forcing him back and letting myself go on top of him.

No surprise we were making out again but this time it felt as though we were being pulled apart. His tongue going into my mouth as I played with his toungue. We didn't go all out this time because all we could really think about was the tour.

Jack walks in on us, luckily all we were doing when he walked in was laying next to each other as we kissed. Jack walked in like if he owned the place and took me on his shoulder running down the stairs as Alex chased him trying to catch me and we were all yelling and laughing and screaming when he sudenly stopped at the door and I was still laughing.

Jack put me down and Alex stopped after Jack. I looked up and saw my parents standing there. Confused and tired, they didn't look happy with what I was doing with the guys. My dad looked at Alex with dissaprooval "Who the hell are you?" he asked Alex. Alex walked up to my dad and said "Im Alex, sir, Im Jacks friend, I sing and play the guitar in Jacks band, sir".

Jack laughed and explained what was going on and my parents had a sigh of relief (Jack didn't mention the fact that Alex and I were hooking up). My dad still disaprooved of the people in his house just said "well atleast you have two men to take care of you while we were gone, im going to bed" He kissed my head and patted Alex's back "have a good day Jack" Alex and Jack looked at eachother trying not to laugh. My mom hugged me and decited to make us all some sandwitches before we left for the day.

Jack and I both kissed my mom goodbye and took Alex with us with a "see you later mom" from me. We all go to the ice skating ring and actually have fun. I forgot how fun It would be to be happy. We finally got off of the ring with laughter around us.

Jack drove me home and Alex was passed out in the back seat. As Jack walked me to my door we laughed and talked but some how he leaned in for a kiss, a real kiss? I didn't see any ass wholes around so I guess it was for real?

All I could feel was his soft lips onto mine and his tongue questioning if it should go into my mouth. He didn't really think about it that much before we were playing with each others tongues in our mouths. His hands were sneaking around my back and pulling my shorts by the leg part up so his fingers could touch my ass. He let himself go and started a trail of kisses and biting down my neck when he was biting on my ear then went back to my lips.

It was in the moment and I wasn't thinking when he opened the door and we walked in a hurry because sooner or later we were on the couch and he took my shirt off. I was playing with his hair as he kissed an licked my breasts but soon came back up to my tongue. We acted like if everything was okay and like if my parents werent upstairs sleeping, as if Alex and I weren't going out, as if Alex wasn't Jacks best friend, As if nothing existed but me and Jack.

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Hey guys I haven't been updating lately and I seriously am sorry for that. Im definately updating soon now and Iv been really busy lately but my social life really made me think of this chapter so I hope you liked it and give me ideas on what should happen next. kk thx vote/comment :) baiiii