Frank Adler

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Frank Adler
Daddy daughter
Back story: you're his daughter and you feel like he doesn't love you only Mary. And you tell him that after he misses your show.
Mentions of self harm.

Y/N pov

He missed my show again? And I know he isn't busy cause he told me himself he would be here cause he hasn't got anything planned. I'm the lead singer and he didn't even show up. Roberta showed up. Heck even did Grandmother and Bonnie. I didn't even think they would. I sent out a text to them a few days before saying;
"Hello, I'm the lead in my show on Friday and I'm really hoping you guys could come and watch it. If you can't then that's fine. Love Y/N"
And they both said they will have to see. And they both came. I knew Roberta would come cause she's my number one fan. Well that's what she says anyway. I preformed my last song
'don't rain on my parade'

"Don't tell me not to live
Just sit and putter
Life's candy and the sun's
A ball of butter
Don't bring around a cloud
To rain on my parade
Don't tell me not to fly
I've simply got to
If someone takes a spill
It's me and not you
Who told you you're allowed
To rain on my parade
I'll march my band out
I'll beat my drum
And if I'm fanned out
Your turn at bat, sir
At least I didn't fake it
Hat, sir, I guess I didn't make it
But whether I'm the rose
Of sheer perfection
Or freckle on the nose
Of life's complexion
The cinder or the shiny apple of its eye
I gotta fly once
I gotta try once
Only can die once, right, sir?
Ooh, life is juicy
Juicy, and you see
I gotta have my bite, sir
Get ready for me, love
'Cause I'm a commer
I simply gotta march
My heart's a drummer
Don't bring around a cloud
To rain on my parade
I'm gonna live and live now
Get what I want, I know how
One roll for the whole show bang
One throw, that bell will go clang
Eye on the target and wham
One shot, one gun shot, and bam
Hey, Mister Arnstein
Here I am
I'll march my band out
I will beat my drum
And if I'm fanned out
Your turn at bat, sir
At least I didn't fake it
Hat, sir, I guess I didn't make it
Get ready for me, love
'Cause I'm a commer
I simply gotta march
My heart's a drummer
Nobody, no, nobody
Is gonna rain on my parade" I sang and then the lights when out and the curtains closed. You could hear all the chears and claps. I hugged my friends and went to find Roberta and that. I saw Bonnie and ran to hug her.
"You were amazing Y/N!" Bonnie congratulated me. I hugged her tighter. I let go and hugged everyone else.
"You do realise that your dad is going to have a go at you cause it's late right?" Roberta told me. I rolled my eyes at that.
"He should be here. I told him so many times. I was so excited about all this. Cause for once its not about Mary. But of course he's at home with her probably having the time of their life. It's not even her I'm mad at. It's him. I get it she's younger then me and needs more attention. But bloody hell I need a father figure in my life" I told them sadly while we walked out the school.
"Don't worry darling. One day you can move out you don't need to talk to him anymore" Grandmother told me. I chuckled and shook my head. We said our goodbyes and I got in Roberta car. As she is taking me home.
"You did record it didn't you?" I asked her. She nodded her head and held my hand.
"I just don't get why he doesn't love me" I told her trying to hold back my tears.
"Oh honey. I'm sure he does. He just doesn't know how to show it" She told me rubbing my fingers with her thumb.
"Yeah I just feel like I'm nothing to him. And Mary is his daughter and I'm just me" I said looking down. We got home and I wasn't ready to face Dad cause I know he will be mad. I said thanks to Roberta and goodbye. She told me that if he goes mental that I can come to hers. I walked to the front door and before I could open it, it swung open. I looked up to see a pissed off dad.
"Where the hell have you been?!" He asked me angrily. I raised one eyebrow at him.
"Oh my god" I said walking past him. He grabbed my arm and twisted me back round to look at him.
"Don't you dare 'oh my god' me. I've been worried sick. I've tried calling you, texting you. I went to Robertas house to see if she knew where you were but she wasn't there. Now tell me where you were!" He shouted at me. I saw Mary come out of the living room to see what was happening.
"I was at my show. You know the one you said you were going to come to? Yeah I noticed you weren't there"I told him finally letting the tears come out.
"Y/N I forgot. I didn't mean to. But I was so caught up with Mary that I completely forgot" He said going to hug me. I push him away and walk out the house.

"Where the hell do you think your going?" He shouted at me. I look back at him pissed.
"Away from you! You know I always thought that you loved me. And that I actually mean something to you. But you know what I don't do I? I mean nothing to you. You don't care about me! I wanna be something to you! I wanna be in your life! But you made it clear to me tonight that I don't mean anything to you. I've tried slitting my wrist so I can get away from this pain" I said going to turn around. He just pulled me back and brung me into his chest. I tried to get away by hitting him and pushing away.
"Stop baby girl. Please. I made a mistake. I'm so sorry" He said. I have up trying to get away and just relaxed in his arms.

His pov

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His pov

"Why don't you love me Frank?" Y/N ask me. My heart breaks there and then. Not only cause she asked that but because she called me Frank and not Dad.
"Don't you ever ask me that again. I love you more then anything or anyone. It hurts to know that you self harmed because of me. I'm such an awful dad. I don't deserve you. I love you so much" I whispered into her hair.
"Let me see your cuts please. I need to see what I did" I told her sadly. She slowly lifted her sleeve up. I saw her arm and I started to cry some more. I feel her wrap her arms around my neck. I hug her back tightly.
"Please, please never do this again. I hurts me as much as it hurts you. I love you so much"
"I promise" She told me. I picked her up and she wrapped her legs around my waist. We walked back into the house and I refused to let her go the entire week.

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