Hostel is such a scary place for people , who are like me , I have always been that mama's girl , who would do everything her mother asked her to do but somewhere or the other I lost myself. Actually I didn't know only who I am and what qualities do I have, this was the explanation given to me before sending me to a hostel
It was the worst nightmare of mine
Then the final day had come, the day I had gone to hostel it was 27th March 2016, I was in 9th standard and I was depressed for 1 month. Everyday was a torture and it was a feeling that my worst of a nightmare had come true
We only used to get 5 mins to talk to our family and it a was like feeling of being in heaven
Then time changed after 2 months I stopped missing my family because I got my new family they were the people of my hostel
Hostel was the place I called home
My hostel was like big fat Indian family with all drama , love and dynamic atmosphere
You would find all the emotions there . Obviously except the food and bathing facilities
I actually found true side of mine , who I am and what I deserve to be in life
My hostel gave me everything , I always craved for like starting with attention, anger and more over the love given by those teachers and sisters was shown in their yelling .
Memories made in my hostel are for life time
My hostel made me believe nightmares can be the best dream you could ever see. I remember I had emotional break down when I left my family and the second time I had when I left that hostel
I cried for months and I would tell anyone who asked why am I sad that because I'm missing my family they thought the family by blood but I meant the hostel family who made me alive and home who made me 'me'
I will always love and miss it forever and ever
