Dear sky

May

8th may 2014
Dear sky
I know you are no longer with me but you always be in my heart
Today I saw your ex Jonny he still asks why did you have to go it was good. It was good to see him again after the funeral that was nice. We went to all your favourite spots we had a great day even though some 10 year old went missing I think her name has ivy. Sky please be proud of me I Am going Portsmouth uni tomorrow.
9th may 14
Dear sky
Today is Portsmouth university so looking forwards to it as it is getting me out of the house as I hardly go out without you. Well I saw James, Ben and Chris is so annoying I broke up with Josh and James with Shannon lol inside joke but me and James .
10th may 14
Dear sky
Today I got to see our foster family and our favourite niece and nephew and the boys we have grown up with. But the dog has had a cone of shame on.
11th may 14
Dear sky
Today was a weird one as I had an interview that was not very formal and it Was very relaxed I think you would be good at the interview as you were very smart and you would of got the job. I also saw with a. Different don't worry he got a punch in the face. I am still with James. Then more the days brag.
12th may 14
Dear sky
Today is boring because there just sitting here and think of. James because I really miss him and want to see him so badly but have to wait till school not happy. Just want to see him again it is painful.
13th may
Dear sky
Today was boring just felt like sunbathing snapchatting is when you send a picture to friends with a message then they send a reply and stuff I spent of the day outside as it was a lovely day. But. Sky. I miss you so much I never go to west wittering beach anymore as as. There are lots of memories which makes me cry.
15th may 14
Dear sky
Remind me why I gave up on jake in the first place one minute he is ignoring all my calls and messages then next he won't leave me alone. We spoke about random stuff till we came to a subject we both enjoy which is our love life's and their secrets. Maybe going to gunwharf really helped as I have turned over a new leaf .
15th may 14
Dear sky
Me and jake had the same chat as yesterday I have been some pretty good stuff I had of never done if I wasn't talk to him. The conversation as yesterday but it was more one sided today

16th may 14
Dear well its chirstmas and mum got me and wireless keyboard for my ipad