Sprinkle Of Goodbye

Goodbye & Letting Go.

Louise's POV

It was pitch black and all I could hear was a long loud beep. The same sound I had heard as I watched my mum dwift away to heavon. I couldn't be dieing. I needed to hold Darcy in my arms once more. I needed to fall asleep next to the man I love. I need to hear all of Zoe and Alfie's adventures they'd tell me about. I needed to stay alive. All of a sudden my own thoughts started to disappear. I could no longer her the beep. I could no longer hear the cries. I was going.

A/N I cried a bit writing that last paragraph!

Darcy's POV

Beeeeeeeeep! No. She can't be gone.

"Mum!" I called trying to enter her room filled with nurses. My dad was holding me back telling me everything was ok but it wasn't he keeps telling me it will but that's a lie. They slammed the door in my face leaving me in the corridor balling my eyes out. At this point my dad was sat on the floor with his face in his hands.

No one deserves this! I can't grow up without my mum. I can't.

Goodbye mum.

Minutes later I could no longer hear the beep from the other side of the closed door but I could hear a steady normal heartbeat and nurses cheering. Without thinking I barged into the room and ran straight to my mum.

"Never do that to me again!" I whispered hugging her softly. At that point my dad ran in and wrapped his arms around the both of us. Even though she was still here I couldn't stop myself from feeling sad. She was as pale as a ghost, looked Ill and was breathing quite heavily. Although I knew she was in great pain she was still smileing like she always does. My mum was a fighter.

Louise's POV

I can't keep fighting. I need to stop. Although I don't want to let go of everything I have I'm in great pain and hate seeing my family like this. They need to let me let go soon. I need to let myself let go soon. I can't fight forever. I'm giving everyone pain and sorrow and I don't want this. I've had an amazing life and I need to be realistic. I've had surgery and medicine but they just make me feel ill and even worse. They make me sick and unhappy. I'm happy I had the extra years then I was supposed to but I can't fight forever. I can't.

A/N
I understand this part is a little shorter than normal! Sorry I didn't have much time to write. Please check out my new story before Zalfie which I can honestly say gets very upsetting for me to write because I love them both so much. Also I do have ideas but if you want anything to happen just say as I'm a bit stuck with how to carry on (don't worry I will not stop this story like I did my narcus one!) Thank you!
~ELLIE : ) x