In His Arms Again (On-Going)

Chapter 9

Keila's POV
"Are you sure about this wifey?" Caleb asked me and I nodded I want to learn more on how to defend myself.

"I am sure Caleb I want to learn so I could also protect Cy if ever you are not around to protect us.." I told him he keep on telling me not to do this cause he'll do everything to protect me and Cy.

"But-

"No more buts hubby please? It's for my own good too.." I told him then he sighed and looked at me in the eyes.

"Fine but in one condition I'll be the one to train yoh I don't want any man near you except me.." He told me and I just rolled my eyes at him and nodded he's so possessive and minsan kinikilig ako pero siyempre I still want to remember him first..

"Opo masusunod po..." Nakangiting sabi ko at hinalikan na naman ako sa labi.

"Daddy!" Sigaw ni Cyryx na nagtatakbo.

"What is it Cy?" Agad namang tanong ni Caleb sakanya at bigla namang umiyak si Cy.

"Magiging kuya na daw si Chase naunahan niya ako! huhu Daddy kailan ako magkakaroon ng kapatid?" Umiiyak na sabi nito na ikinanlaki ng mata ko jusko anak sumasakit ang ulo ko sa naririnig ko.

"Anak naman hindi naman porket naunahan ka ni Chase ay hindi ka na magiging Kuya magwait ka lang anak..." Sabi ko sakanya at niyakap siya pero patuloy lang sa pagiyak si Cy hayss kung madali lang talaga anak.

"Mommy please gusto ko din ng kapatid..." Umiiyak na sabi pa rin niya at namumula na ang mata sa kakaiyak.

"Cy Daddy already promised right? Just wait son you know the situation Mommy has right? she still can't remember us but she's trying to remember us please wait a little longer buddy.." Caleb said and hugged Cyryx who is crying loudly but didn't respond to his Dad at patuloy lang sa pagiyak.

I sighed and went to our room. I don't know what to do this feeling is new to me. He really looked sad and wanted to have a younger sibling.

Am I bad for not giving my son what he wants? I am really not ready for it. I'm scared to trust what my heart feels. I can't remember them fully but they still endured for me.

"M-mommy I'm sorry.." I looked at him and he is not crying anymore and he walked closer to me and hugged me.

"Sorry for what baby?" I asked him and caressed his cheeks.

"I'm sorry for acting like that matagal ko na po kasi gusto magkaroon ng kapatid kaya po sobrang nalungkot po ako na si Chase magkakaroon na ng kapatid ako po wala pa pero Mommy okay na po ako kahit wala pa akong kapatid sana po wag ka mastress ng dahil po gusto ko ng kapatid..." Pilit na pinasisigla ni Cy ang boses niya at pilit ding ngumiti sakin at yinakap ko siya as much as I don't want my baby to pretend he's okay but I don't know what to do.

"Sorry din si Mommy anak ha? Promise pipilitin ni Mommy na magkaroon ka din ng kapatid pero hindi pa ngayon okay?" Sabi ko sakanya at malungkot na tumango ito sakin at kiniss ako sa cheeks. I kissed him on his forehead.

"Sige po Mommy sleep na po ako sorry po ulit I love you.." Sabi niya at humiwakay na sa pagkakayakap sakin.

"I love you too anak.." Sabi ko sakanya at lumabas na siya ng kwarto namin at nagpunta sa kwarto niya.

Hayss tumayo ako at nagpunta sa balcony ng kwarto. It's already 8:00 pm at oras na ng tulog ni Cyryx.

"Hayss This world I leave in it's so cruel maybe we are happy if I didn't get into that accident.." I said and looked at the stars.

"Maybe I could have taken care of Cy when he was younger.." I said and sighed before looking at the moon it's a full moon.

"Maybe Cy would have sibling now and we will be a happy family.." I whispered and tears are now falling down my face.