Walking Past You

Alpha

  Ever wish you could make a feeling stop, or even just stop caring anymore? Well that's the boat I'm in. Seven years ago I fell in love with a stranger. And let me tell you love will make you do some crazy things.

December 20th

  As i walked in the bathroom to do a last check in the mirror i couldn't believe i was meeting someone online. Ugghhhh.... my stomach had me nervous. I wasn't expecting much so I just threw on some sweats and a T-shirt. At the final glance my forest green eyes complimented my caramel skin tone perfectly. I decided to throw a hat over my black curls tonight, I guess I was trying to be incognito.

  My pontiac was warmed up and ready to go I decided to smoke a cig on the way to Walmart (yes I had to meet him in a public place, I didn't want any jack the ripper type ish to happen). 10 minutes later I pulled in the parking lot. "Ok, let's see", I said to myself. I parked and scanned the parking lot looking for a red Chevy. I spotted it on my second lap around i pulled up beside it. The tint was so dark i didn't kno if anyone was in it or not. I quickly text him asking if it was him. In turn he called me and told me to stop bein scared and get in the suv.

Nervous as hell i hopped in hoping for the best. "Wow, it's actually you", I said amazed. "I was really expecting a old pervert to be on the other side". He let out a chuckle. "I can tell you've been watching dateline", he laughed out.

"Damn his teeth are perfect" I thought to myself. Examining closer in the dim light he was chocolate complected with a close cut.Maybe 6 foot three or four and the biggest hands I've ever seen on anyone.

That night was the best night in the world and the beginning of the end.