Why I Live And Care

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You know they say no matter where you go home is best but we all know that sometimes its not as its as for me am home but I miss school terribly and is worse since we are in quarantine so i have to be home

To tell the truth,sigh I really miss home when am at school and miss school when am at home and i don't know why so i guess its normal though  coz most people I talk to tell me its normal though I find it weird since they are the same people who say wherever you go home is best.

Anyway you know home is an interesting at times and boring mostly since the interesting times are when my mum is back and blowing us for no big reason anyway am used so i just pity my cousins who cry every time my mum backs at them .

Wow i actually hate home because sometimes I get irritated by the people at home who keep on talking and messing up with things which really gets on my nerves

You know  am really tired of this place ever noisy with people playing and fighting all the time and the worst is that you are left in charge and have to fight with your siblings to do their chores and after do their work which is hard since they are stubborn and never listen unless its something to do with food and money their they will listen whole heartedly and pay so much attention like its the only thing they can do .

So yeah as much as I love home I also hate as well though of different reasons like sometimes my siblings and the other time even my own parents mostly when they blow me because of my siblings or something small.

You know i have a little sister who is very nagging and feels her self mob that she uses that as and advantage to always turn the tables around when she is in wrong and ends up framing me as usual which really gets on my nerves since my parents think she never lies yet she is greatest liar I know .

Sometimes I forget that she is my sister and so I just beat her and run because I know for as long as she has a mouth she will never stop speaking bad of me and making me lose even the little friends i have ..

Its sad that even i can't regret being   murdered since I will be free from this world and home ,pain and mostly feeling less loved by your own family.

You  know people in this world are not the same and don't leave in the same and i say so because, you can find someone really rich but lives so sadly with a broken heart and lonely life with no one to love them and for them to love

You its really sad and i wonder how god made us that even most times the poor are always more happy than the rich yet the rich have everything they want and the poor have to fight to get what to eat and drink.

Anyway my life is sad and i hope one day it will get better for me .
 
Just hoping sigh

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