United By Love Divided By duty

A Broken Home

You think you find the right person to spend forever with but it sometimes never ends the way you thought. She woke up to the birds chirping outside her window and hated the day for all its beauty. Laying there she looked to the ceiling fan for direction on if she should even bother getting out of bed... covering her head back up she just wanted to disappear. At 29 years old she only trudged on from day to day for her children. Day in and day out all she did was go to work and come home spent time with them, slept and went back to work... Growing tired of her mundane life that she lived co-parenting and co-living with and ex that she gave her everything to including her best years, she turned to social media to give her something more for-filling  to do with her down time. Never in her wildest dreams did she imagine she would have friends stretching all over the United States and other countries. Going from a life with very few friend that she barely spoke to, to a life full of friends that she could contact at the drop of a hat was not something she was ready for... However she excepted it graciously. The people she became friends with excepted her for who she was and understood how she felt about the ex that she currently had to live with...

She didn't hate the man that she had a long history together with because he had blessed her with 4 beautiful children, 3 girls and a boy that was a surprise to everyone... But even the long history they had couldn't repair the damage he had done to their relationship. Multiple infidelities took their toll on her trust, and confidence in herself and she guarded her heart with and iron shield.  Physically she knew she was beautiful, with short straight bobbed chestnut hair, deep brown eyes that looked like pools of coco, and a smile that could make the strongest man melt with just a smirk. She was indeed desirable, despite her hour glass figure with extra sand to show, but no guy she talked to made her feel like she was more than just a piece of meat. She doubted if she would ever meet someone who would make her heart soar and her mind quiver in the best way imaginable. Running her hands down her body she squeezed at her breast and tugged on her nipples gently. She reached down and rubbed on her clit til her legs were shaking. It had been forever since she had been touched by a man and only she knew how she wanted to be touched. She rubbed faster and harder til she could feel her release about to explode. She needed control to be taken from her and for her to be able to fight back and her partner be ok with it and almost encourage it! She was a "brat" and she didn't even know it yet. Her legs quivered and she fell limp and she was in pure ecstasy. She knew she was different from other women especially in the bedroom Her heart had forgiven the father of her children but she could never forget, and it ate at her that she would never be the only one in his eye so she was ready to move on and try to finally be happy... though she didn't have a single clue as to how... Little did she know that someone that would impact her life more than she ever dreamed imaginable was clear across country and in a similar boat...