Jin slamed the bathroom door as he opened the shower tap and pushed Taehyung under the warm water. All the paint from Tae's hair and face started flowing with the water washing off . As Jin cupped Taehyung's face and explained in a soft voice.
"Tae, I hope you understand what you've done. As your elder hyung I love you very much and I care for you. In fact, among all the members I feel more like spending time with you. Sometimes when I feel down I just take a glance at you and feel assured. But please, don't misunderstand this love for you as romantic. It won't happen. We are idols, we need to keep our image and most importantly not to cross the boundaries set to us. All seven of us stay together, love and care for each other as brothers. I hope you understand,even though I will continue to love you and the other members.... Always. " as he left abruptly.
Taehyung couldn't control his feelings. At that time, it was more like turmoil is his heart." How do we call that feeling? It's hurting so much that I can't breathe... I think this is what we call a heartbreak... "Taehyung murmured to himself as he sad down on the drenched floor,crying profusely wrapping his arms around himself.
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11pmJimin was scrolling through the BTS Fancafe and reading Armys comments and giggling about some funny yet cute words by the beloved fandom. Suddenly he heard the sound of his door open. To his great surprise it was Taehyung.
"Tae!" Jimin shouted in excitement and rushed to him.
"Park JIMIN ssi... Don't touch meh..." as Taehyung uttered all red and with messy hair. He stumbled and lost balance but Jimin was able hold him.
"Taehyung what is this?! You got drunk...Manager nim told us to not get drunk the night before our shooting of our new music video. And like I know you, you never disobey. Then what the hell is this!?" Jimin all disappointed yelled and put Taehyung on the canapé.
" Jiminie... You know I consider you as my best friend,my soulmate, whenever I'm sad or happy we've been together crying or laughing with each other... Jimin... I..., "Taehyung couldn't finish his words as he started crying. His ears were red and warm his large hands covering his face. Jimin didn't lose any time to hug Taehyung firmly while patting his head." It's about Jin hyung right? You must wonder how I know. I heard both of you in the bathroom earlier... I didn't take it seriously but in fact since quite long I've noticed the way you looked at Jin hyung... To be honest Namjoon, Yoongi, Jk, Hoseok also were suspicious about your feelings towards Jin hyung. The way you looked at him was merely brother love and your gaze always follow him... But now It's confirmed right... " Jimin said as he hold Tae even tighter...
" Jimin, I love Jin hyung so much... I want to always be there for him. I want to be with him as his lover.... I can't surpress my feelings anymore... Jin hyung always see me as a kid... He would never love me like I do..." Taehyung uttered as he dug his face into Jimin's chest." It's okay, Taehyung,... Let time decide... And if Jin hyung doesn't accept you as a lover he''ll always be there as a brother for you. He loves you a lot." Jimin explained to Tae as he caressed his hair.
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Next day"Okayy, Let's have a little break guys because we've some bunch of work to wrap up." the director shouted.
*Cameraman filming BangtanTV*
Jhope: Ahhh...Hello Army, We're filming the music video of spring day... I hope our Ami will show love to this song! Aing* wink*
Jimin: *Holds Jhope*Indeed it's very cold...that's why I'm holding into Hobi hyung... Right now... Namjoon and yoongi are resting in the caravan... Don't worry about them Army... I love youuu...
Jungkook was so immersed in taking photos of the beautiful view that he didn't really pay to the camera.
Just behind jimin and jhope, there was Taehyung he didn't notice the camera as he was lost at staring jin who was just beside him.
"Jin hyung it's cold right?! Let me make you warm." Taehyung exclaimed as he pulled jin close to him. He held his hyung by his shoulder as he looked into his eyes.
"I could look at you for eternity you know that? '' Taehyung said to Jin as he continued to looked at him with puppy eyes. Jin's ears became red gradually as he started to get shy and flustered."Jin hyung, I love your ears they're so cute...and the biggest weakness of yours... It can't hide your nervousness... Right?" Taehyung whispered into his ears. "Don't be silly, Taehyung-ssi,..." Jin said rolling his eyes with a smirk.
"Hey, Jin hyung come say a word to Army in BangtanTv. '' Jimin shouted as he noticed that Taehyung was being obvious in front of the camera. Eventually, Jin understood that they were recorded in the video and rushed to join Jhope and Jimin.
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Taehyung POVIt doesn't matter how far you are from me, my eyes are only following you. My eyes would know that you were the love of my life when I was young. A time will come where you would just need to look into my eyes to know how much love is kept in my heart for you....
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أدب الهواةA Taejin fanfiction(Just for fun) - ''It might be difficult to not express my real feelings that's becoming unbearable to hide.... ''