The secret he never told

Chapter 11

Gianna's POV,

It had been six years , I hadn't seen Roan . I shifted in Vegas with Hayden , he loves me so much but I didn't love him . I was just pretending . When police was searching in San Diego , I told Hayden that I haven't done anything and I don't have to be the part of it. He then booked a private jet and we flew to America. For me ,however , leaving everything and shifting with him was silly , silly because I didn't believe in asking for favors and I was continuously asking , Roan didn't call me in six years . May be he has started a new life. Good. But , no day has passed in which I haven't remembered his kissed , his scent and his ebony eyes. Hayden looked like Roan by face and , however , not by their behavior . I know I said that both bastards were the same.

Hayden were good at caring but , he wasn't good in bed . I believe Roan would be. My family just left me and didn't look behind for me for how I was? I was a stupid innocent girl.

"Honeybunch , what are you thinking about?" he drove his fingers on my naked silky back.

"Nothin' , I think I should buy new panties" I gave him a tight lip smile.

"What the fuck!" he burst out laughter as I headed to the bathroom. "You don't need them. You are beautiful without them"

"Shut up Hayden! They are faded. Get ready we have to go the mall" I yelled from the washroom .

I walked out naked from the bathroom , drying my hair in front of the mirror . I wore blue dotted bra which ,Roan, once liked , slid my Nike t-shirt and polo pants. I wasn't happy with Hayden too but I hadn't another way out here of that fucking murder case. But that doesn't mean I didn't care for him .I was actually missing someone , don't know who but someone very near and loving one. May be Dad.

"You look stunning" Hayden kissed my neck. "Hayden , focus on your driving" I remarked pushing him away.

We reached at the mall , parked our Audi and rushed to the Lingerie store . I was really feeling awkward to try on some panties in front of Hayden . It looked disgusting. What if he only stares at the picture of those woman with sluttery poses. Men will be Men.

"Hayden you don't go inside" I scolded him like a strict teacher . "Well... that's better I better go to eat some bubblegum ice cream" he chuckled.

I entered in the lingerie store , I was confused what to buy? I front of me , was a verity of panties , bras and of course some exotic sleep wears . I tried some of the panties and added to four in my basket. 

"Good variety" I said to the salesgirl. 

"Nice choice" someone chimed in. "Hayden , I told you not to enter in this store" I rolled my eyes and turned back. 

He was not Hayden , but his voice was . I was shocked not about his entrance , I was shocked at his voice. He wore a western hat and a covert coat. He had bowed his head and wore a mask , from him , a familiar scent gave a chill to my spine. 

"Excuse me , sir" the salesgirl remarked. "Don't make our customer" he  interrupted. "Don't worry she isn't worried"

I left the store with stomping feet , I clenched my fists and teeth and thought about waves of feminism, seriously, it should be added to our rights . At least , we should have right to go to lingerie store with pique .

I was finding Hayden with shopping bags in my hands , I was ridiculed of what that man had said to me 'Nice choice' I mean seriously?

"Hey babe" suddenly someone put hands on my shoulders . I turned back in impulse "Hayden , what is wrong?" 

"What happened? Are you Okay babe" he twisted his hands on my cheeks. "You look disturbed" 

"No , I am not. Lets go now" my forehead ceased. He narrowed his eyes "Are you sure?"

The scent was , of course , familiar I smelled it anywhere I was fucking sure but I was confused where and when did I smell? And why that man entered in the lingerie store and among many girls he spotted me? He behaved as if he knew me! Hayden was oblivious of what was I thinking and who disturbed me in the store , but I was sure he was little skeptical and why wouldn't he be? I behaved in such way. Sweat flowing down my eyes , taking  deep breaths and swallowing excessively.

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