Chapter 10- Part 5

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****Four days until the Volturi arrive in Forks****

I stare at the front cover, at mum's writing. I trace my fingers over the words. She wrote in cursive writing on the front page. The dates she begun and finished writing this diary. This diary contains the first six months of her being a new born. I carefully turn the page, trying not to wreck it as I would like to read the others too, if she will let me. It will help pass time and perhaps I will start my own one day too, to help me remember things.

I turn the page again, to her first entry.

Today I woke up into my new life. A life where I am a vampire. I am married to a vampire, Edward, and have a child. Renesmee Carlie Cullen. It feels so surreal to me. The increased senses, sight, smell, hearing. All so perfect. I have only in changing for three days and Renesmee already looks a couple months old.
I learnt something today too. Jacob has imprinted on my daughter. I understand the imprint... Well how much I can understand anyway. But I have only met her today and he already has some wolfy claim over her-

"Oh mum," I say quietly to myself, laughing slightly. I keep reading.

I felt so bad though, for injuring Seth. He healed quickly which is a relief. Right now there isn't much that I think I have to write. I want to remember this day. Seeing my beautiful daughter for the first time. A mother's bond doesn't change- even if a vampire. I will protect her at all costs, against anyone.

That's the end of the first page. I wipe my fingers over the words, over mum's thoughts two years ago.I turn the page and begin writing the next entry. This one is a while after the first.

Alice had a premonition today. One of Edward's cousins from another clan saw Renesmee in the forest. I didn't get the chance to explain because she left too soon. She thinks she is an immortal child. One who brought doom to the vampire race years ago. They will come here to fight. Carlisle believes if we can convince other clans about Renesmee they will help us reason with the Volturi. But that also means to risk their own lives if it does get serious.
We wouldn't bring them into it if we had a choice, but we don't. We have to protect Renesmee...

I stop reading the page, it brings back awful memories. I remember mum telling me that I might have to leave with Jake. Leave dad and her. It ended in the best possible way but I don't think that will happen again. The Volturi won't be nice for a second time. They just won't. They don't give second chances and we made a fool out of them last time.

"Come in," I say after I hear someone knock on my door. The door opens and dad is standing in my doorway.

"What are you reading?" he asks as he sits down on my bed beside me. I sit up.

"One of mum's journals," I reply. "She said I could."

He nods. "I came in because I overheard..." He doesn't have to say anymore, I know what he means when he says 'overheard'. "Are you worried that much?"

"Yes, to tell you the truth. Last time, facing them, we had so much help. Now it's only our clan," I say, remembering how the wolves won't be there.

"Nes, if it did become a danger, do you honestly think Jacob and the others will stay away? I know what Alice saw, but that won't stop Jake. You should know that."

"I know but-"

"It will be okay, no one will hurt you, alright?" I nod. He hugs me and walks back out, closing the door behind him.

He says it will be okay, but does he really mean that? Or saying it to calm me down?

Wait. . . what did he say, exactly? 'It will be okay, no one will hurt you...' So, he is telling me I won't get hurt. Does that mean mum, or him, or one of the others, will get hurt? He didn't say anything about them. Did Alice see something else, involved with the Volturi, that they haven't told me?

What about Jane's power, or her brothers? They all scare me, I saw it as a child and remember it as clear as yesterday. No one will tell me the truth if Alice did see something else. The only one that would would've been Jake but because of me he knows nothing. We have only been together for a few days and already have broken up. I don't know if it would be considered a break up but I did basically say that I didn't need him anymore. So does he think that I did? I wish I could know what he is thinking. Sometimes I wish I did have my dad's power. Maybe I will, but haven't controlled it yet. When you have a basic power as a human and become a vampire it becomes a power, so maybe mine has, because I was technically half-human.

What about Jake and the others though? Is dad right? If it does get really bad will they come? Will he? I doubt it. If they did Alice wouldn't have been able to see anything. But what if Alice's premonition was before they got there? Before the wolves were involved so that's all she could see? I hope Alice's premonition is correct because I don't want him hurt, but we also need as much help as we can get, and if it is about me and Jake . . . well . . . even if he isn't there they will find him.

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