Dear Tallahassee,
I just don't know what to do with life anymore. I broke down the other day in a restaurant and pretty sure I embarrassed my folks. They said it was okay and they are here to help me, but it feels like they only said that to shut me up and make me feel good. I'm trying to get into film school, but this summer I have to hear my mom say that no one helps her even though I'm here for her every beck and call. She says that the people who help her are either not home her my sister or always says she's sick.
My mom needs help because she only has one leg.
I just don't know what to do anymore and at some points I just want to disappear. I can't even get a job or talk to people at times. I broke down crying once at church before this whole pandemic started because all the people.
From,
Georgia
